Zatch's MindSay Blog

Wait and Bleed

XsephirothX — 2005-04-04T05:04:28-05:00

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

Goodbye!

I wipe it off on tile, the light is brighter this time
Everything is 3D blasphemy
My eyes are red and gold, the hair is standing straight up
This is not the way I pictured me
I CAN'T CONTROL MY SHAKES!
How the hell did I get here?
Something about this, so very wrong...
I have to laugh out loud, I wish I didn't like this
Is it a dream or a memory?

GET OUTTA MY HEAD CUZ I DON'T NEED THIS!
Why I didn't I see this?
I'm a victim - Manchurian Candidate
I - HAVE - SINNED - BY - JUST
Makin' my mind up and takin' your breath away

GOODBYE!

You haven't learned a thing
I haven't changed a thing
My flesh was in my bones
The pain was always free

I've felt the hate rise up in me...
Kneel down and clear the stone of leaves...
I wander out where you can't see...
Inside my shell, I wait and bleed...

AND IT WAITS FOR YOU!

This is the greatest mutherfuckin song written by SliPknoT ever!!!!!!!!!

HATE ME!!!!

XsephirothX — 2005-04-06T03:04:23-05:00

(Shadows appear on my wall within great illumination...Damon has come....)

Satan made me see what god could not.

God held me back, stopped me, just like a mental BLOCK!!!!

Fuck you and your beliefs, so much fucking christian trust.

Goddamn Heretics...Mammon sees you with disgust.

Armageddon comes nigh and what has jesus brought you?

Several wars and his existence........STILL NO FUCKING PROOF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!! COME ON YOU MUTHERFUCKER, HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SELF-HATE, TRANSGRESSION, WORDS OF INSANITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT STILL THEY KEEP ME HATING LIFE EVERY MOTHERFUCKING DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Devils and demons continue flying within me.

Chaotic!!! I know, but it overthrows reality!!!!!!

Why do angels follow your so called god?

Didn't satan prove them wrong and gain slaves of his own?

Making the ancient tree, doesnt it fucking seem odd?

Well, as APC says, FUCK YOUR GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!! COME ON MUTHERFUCKER, HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SELF-HATE, TRANSGRESSION, WORDS OF INSANITY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT STILL THEY KEEP ME HATING LIFE EVERY MOTHERFUCKING DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MUTHERFUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......HATE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

overall....good day

XsephirothX — 2005-04-07T10:04:52-05:00

Today was pretty good actually, things worked out for the better, and for once this isnt gonna be a hatefilled post, why? do u ask, let's just say a past friendship.....is rekindled.

Good vs. Evil

XsephirothX — 2005-04-08T02:04:21-05:00

I...(do i love?)...want(can...i love?)...your(does...it forbid me?)...trust

I lay down, thinking about my evil hatefilled exterior, is it just a shell scared to open up true reasons of loving content? If so, am I hiding feelings of exact kindness? or am I really as morbid as I lead people to believe? in my dreams i've visited hell many times, I feel as if heaven has somewhat caged me out, or is that statement just to hide my confused core? I don't know anymore, that's why I ask you these questions, I have felt this force known as love before, but is it dead for good, or does it still grow, hidden within me? until these answers are brought to my attention, I am a shadow dangling on a lifeless string aimed for the very purgatorous pits of hell...No...not a plead for help, rather a statement of good and evil.

Prom, ug

XsephirothX — 2005-04-09T06:04:55-05:00

Prom's today, I hate these things, just another weekend to me, but some of my friends r goin so, have fun and stay safe.

Musical Shrine

XsephirothX — 2005-04-09T10:04:47-05:00

SliPKnoT_______________
1. Wait and Bleed
2. Left Behind
3. I Am Hated
4. People = Shit
5. No Life
6. Surfacing
7. Sic
8. Scissors
9. Metabolic
10. Duality
11. Eyeless
12. 512
13. Bitchslap
14. Eeyore
15. Coleslaw

Mudvayne_______
1. Dig
2. Happy
3. Fucking Determined
4. Not Falling
5. Death Blooms

Disturbed_____
1. Down With The Sickness
2. Prayer
3. Stupify
4. Remember

A Perfect Circle
1. Judith
2. Imagine
3. 3 Libras
4. Pet

There is alot more, but that would take forever...

How Can I live by Ill Nino

XsephirothX — 2005-04-10T01:04:42-05:00

This is my favorite song by Ill Nino

"How Can I Live"

I am so alike you,
In so many ways.
I know I'm just a copy,
That carries on the stain.

But, We make the same mistakes.
Cause, We are one in the same.
But, We leave behind the stain.
I cannot seperate.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?

I am your mirror image,
I'm all you left behind
You made me what I am,
Then who the hell am I?

But, We make the same mistakes.
Cause, We are one in the same.
But, We leave behind the stain.
I cannot seperate.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?

Why, Yo no entiendo porque, ( I don't understand)
I know that our lives are the same,
Y mi vida, (And my life)
Is just a guessing game
A dirty stain
That I cannot play.
But I follow your steps,
In the same way that you just walked away,
And pushed the way through.
I...will...not...live!

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you.

Do you think of me?
Do you dream of me?
I always dream about you.

All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?
All that lies in me,
All that dies in me.
How can I live without you?

Happy? By Mudvayne

XsephirothX — 2005-04-11T06:04:18-05:00

I know you've all wanted to hear this song, and here are the lyrics for the first song on Mudvaynes new album "Lost and Found".

"Happy?"

In this hole
That is me
The dead are rolling over
In this hole
Thickening
Dirt shoveled over shoulders

I feel it in me
So overwhelmed
All this pressure centerizing
My life overturned
Unfair the despare
All these scars keep ripping open

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

In this hole
That is me
A life that's growing feeble
In this hole
So limiting
The sun has set; all darkens

Buried underneath
Hands slip off the wheel
Internal path-way to contention

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy now?

Are you
HAPPY

Are you
HAPPY

Are you feeling happy?

In this hole
That is me
Left with a heart exhausted
What's my release??
What sets me free?
Do you pull me up just to push me down again?

Peel me from the skin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the bone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Peel me from the skiiiiiiiiiin
Tear me from the rind
Does it make you happy now?

Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from the boooooooooone
Tear me from myself
Are you feeling happy?

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing

Does it make you happy?
Are you feeling happy?
Are you fucking happy?
Now that I'm lost left with nothing?

Mis-haps

XsephirothX — 2005-04-12T03:04:05-05:00

I realize i'm writing this a day late but...oh well you'll find out in a minute, ok yesterday was cool, went to school like any other day, (not sayin that I like school) and Brittany told me that she'd have the cd and the list of songs she wanted me to burn for her today, (further details in mine and her blog replies) which is totally ok with me, I mean anytime would be fine, but yesterday when I got home, I got on the comp for a while, saw that nothin interesting was goin on so I decided to jam on my drum set for a while, afterwards my fingers were eminating with pain, but anyway I went back into my room and my dad had gotten done with supper which was some lasagna stuff (thats also wat we had for lunch at school, hmmm) but this stuff was good, and I was eating while sitting on my bed watching Seinfeld, which is one of the most funniest shows alive, and well......I FELL ASLEEP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You wouldn't believe my expression when I woke up and saw that it was 12:00, I automatically thought, Blog!!!!!!! and I went on mindsay and had about a hundred replies and shit, then I had saw that Brittany had asked me a question about how many songs a cd would hold, right then I froze....cuz I had just saw that Brittany had asked me a question, and she wouldnt be able to see it cuz she was asleep, then thoughts started to rush through my head like, *Wow your really showing her you care*, * Not showin much interest in her likes*, * Bet she won't trust you with anything else*, * My lasagna.....:(* yea..... so now I feel VERY bad, but now I know she'll prbly forgive me for it cuz it was kind of a small prblm, but it just made me feel bad thinkin about all that...

Dark Equity

XsephirothX — 2005-04-13T02:04:40-05:00

Lately I have been admiring the poetry Edgar Allen Poe, and well I decided to put my distorted thoughts into words, tell me what you think, thank you.

Grim tones of utter madness fill my waking mind as I view the truth while it sheds its posing skin, Only the chosen few can react in such a way to my dreaded words of gloom and blatent angst, others look away and fall deeper and deeper into the darkness, how sadly I feel for those poor tattered souls. A plea for help? No, merely a statement of true anxiety that grieves so deep into my past-livened heart, it beats at an unstable motion as if the feelings for a loved one approaching thyne self. Hope glimmers faintly while a conflict of immersed morbicidy glows onto despair, love becomes numb, as despair causes great suffocation on my soul that waits in a standstill, but there is a lightened speck of truth among all of this purgatory, for a most awaited judgment day draws nigh.

Lunatic High

XsephirothX — 2005-04-13T09:04:52-05:00

Held within me is a somewhat less controlled venue of thought, only visible through times of chaotic retribution, yes it seems that all madness dissappears and reappears without a moments notice, the mind controls us yet our feelings guide us, though in moments of false accusation, my emotions raise higher and higher as if soaring to another level, the once all knowing mind becomes deadened in the wake of mass destruction left behind by the enigma engulfing every ray of hope that rises from newborn trust and dignity. Taunting memories leave me watching death after death of boundless angels being sent from the heavens to stop this demon born tragedy from spreading near the very few loved ones that just remain a mere memory..the rest ripped apart by this chaos, jealousy can be depicted from this, the cause.....it remains psychosomaticly unknown....

Religion

XsephirothX — 2005-04-18T03:04:07-05:00

Ok this is something that has been bugging me a whole lot, ppl not choosing to be friends with ppl who don't have the same beliefs as them, I quite frankly don't care as long as they don't think theirs is better then everyone else's, as for my religion, I guess i'm an aethiast or however you spell it...

Coughing, the disasterpiece

XsephirothX — 2005-04-20T08:04:34-05:00

I stayed home from skool today cuz i had a badass cough, i can't even laugh, yawn, or talk to a certain volume without coughing and this cough SUX!!!!!!!!! it hurts my side really bad whenever i do, which is about 75 times a day, I can't sleep, since I can't laugh i just sit there with a dull expression on my face and play gta......oh and listen to music.....DRUMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Coughing, the disasterpieces II

XsephirothX — 2005-04-22T02:04:21-05:00

I havent gotten any better, my nose has become stopped up, i'm sneezing alot, and my dad doesnt seem to care, he says if ur well enough to play games ur well enough to go to skool, I wish I could just move in with my brother right now, cuz i hate my dad, oh and for those of you who r concerned..well.....HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Awesome News

XsephirothX — 2005-04-27T11:04:10-05:00

My bro invited me to come down to his house for about 2 weeks for this summer, I'm goin in the first week of June, the braves are there for that week, get to see two braves games!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Shadows Rising

XsephirothX — 2005-04-28T11:04:24-05:00

Holy light is escaping within me, demons of which I have never dreamed of before, come into plain sight.

This power that has grasped my soul ever so tightly has changed me in some way.

You did this to me, I did everything I could, many attempts at kindness were thrown, but you ignored them.

I felt betrayed..yes..you betrayed me, no one really cared, except one, this satanic spirit in my heart hasnt left.

Did I say I cared? Yes, I said it too many times, did you say the same? No, you took my heart and kept it.

Now to judge your punishment, should I leave your heart beatless? Or plant this demonic seed in you?

Time will tell, and either way, I will cause images and thoughts of suicide and death, appear in your every thought.

Back In Black by AcDc (Old school but Awesome)

XsephirothX — 2005-04-29T10:04:43-05:00

Back in black
I hit the sack
I've been too long I'm glad to be back [I bet you know I'm...]
Yes, I'm let loose
From the noose
That's kept me hanging about
I've been looking at the sky
'Cause it's gettin' me high
Forget the hearse 'cause I never die
I got nine lives
Cat's Eyes
Abusin' every one of them and running wild

CHORUS:
'Cause I'm back
Yes, I'm back
Well, I'm back
Yes, I'm back
Well, I'm back, back
(Well) I'm back in black
Yes, I'm back in black

Back in the back
Of a Cadillac
Number one with a bullet, I'm a power pack
Yes, I'm in a bang
With a gang
They've got to catch me if they want me to hang
Cause I'm back on the track
And I'm beatin' the flack
Nobody's gonna get me on another rap
So look at me now
I'm just makin' my play
Don't try to push your luck, just get out of my way

CHORUS

Well, I'm back, Yes I'm back
Well, I'm back, Yes I'm back
Well, I'm back, back
Well I'm back in black
Yes I'm back in black

hooo yeah
Ohh yeah
Yes I am
Oooh yeah, yeah Oh yeah
Back in now
Well I'm back, I'm back
Back, I'm back
Back, I'm back
Back, I'm back
Back, I'm back
Back
Back in black
Yes I'm back in black

Out of the sight

Funny stuff's

XsephirothX — 2005-05-01T05:05:08-05:00

www.albinoblacksheep.com

this is the funniest website around.

Llama Song

XsephirothX — 2005-05-01T10:05:27-05:00

Here's a llama
there's a llama
and another little llama,
fuzzy llama
funny llama
llama, llama, duck,
llama, llama, cheesecake, llama
tablet, brick, potato, llama,
llama, llama, mushroom, llama,
llama, llama duck.

I was once a treehouse
I lived in a cake
but I never saw the way
the orange slayed the rake,
I was only three years dead,
but it told a tale,
and now listen little child, to the safety rail.

Did you ever see a llama,
kiss a llama,
on the llama,
llama's llama,
taste of llama,
llama, llama, duck,
half a llama,
twice the llama,
not a llama,
farmer, llama
llama in a car,
alarm a llama, duck.

Is that how it's told now?
Is it all so old,
Is it made of lemon juice?
doorknob, ankle, cold,
now my song is getting thin,
I've run out of luck,
time for me to retire now,
and become a duck.

Header

XsephirothX — 2005-05-01T11:05:01-05:00

Everyone, tell me what you think about my header, I made it on paint shop pro 8.

KaRma

XsephirothX — 2005-05-05T12:05:25-05:00

You've tricked me, countless times in the wake of a nightmare.
I don't understand, what drives you to...brutalize me.
You rip at my flesh, like shards of broken glass.
Now is the time, for me to make that pass..
Goodbye.......

I wanted you,
I cared about you,
you never realized my inner pain...
But now I hope you, get what you gave..
KaRma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Repeatedly I tried, to hold you in my life.
You were all I thought about, a new true high...
My mind wondered, but you stayed in place...
Now is the time, for me to stop this trance...
Goodbye....

I wanted you,
I cared about you.
You never realized my inner pain,
But now I hope you, get what you gave.
KaRma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE!!!
AFFECTION!!!
PROTECTION!!!
But it changes 2x
HATE!!!
DEATH!!!
BETRAYAL!!!

KaRma!!! 4x
KaRma!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

All White

XsephirothX — 2005-05-12T12:05:56-05:00

Yes today at school I'm gonna wear all white, enough of the black durin spring dude, its too hot for that, I might like black and all but there's a time and place for everything, oh and I asked my dad to get me a slipknot wristband at hot topic, it looks awesome, its got the nine pointed star with the tribal "S" logo in the middle, I would have gotten a system of a down wristband cuz tylers already got a slipknot one and I didnt wanna copy, but oh well, OH!! I got home today and one of my drum sticks was broken on the end!!!!!!! I kno I might get a new drum set anyway but I still need to practice until that time, I want a SONOR triple bass pedal set, I saw it in jeremy's drum mag, that junk looked awesome! Well, I'm outie, PEACE ALL MY MAGGOTS!!!!!!!!!!

" You cannot kill what you did not create." -SliPKnoT-

My life overturned.....

XsephirothX — 2005-05-13T05:05:17-05:00

Another week gone, yay.....NOT YAY!!! I still gotta go to summer skool when skool gets out, but anyway, my friends and I created this game called tuna, we play it at the bus loading place after skool, we basically kick a bottlecap around and make up rules, like you cant gain points, win, or lose, you can only lose points, loads of fun, and the bottlecap is known as the "bong", but anyway, after skool, I put a quarter in the drink machine and it gave me back $1.60 in the change thing, no lie, I was like holy sh*t!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But I used it to get a drink and gave the rest to brandon, I'm basically doin nuthin this weekend, as always, not much to do tho really, found out the drum set I want is 7k, little expensive for a drum set, I could get it but it would waste my money, I also need to get diff. cymbals, double bass drums, double pedals, diff. stix, UGHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!! Well, I'm outie, and as always, PEACE OUT MY MAGGOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What is wrong with me

XsephirothX — 2005-05-14T12:05:14-05:00

I've just been noticing signs on my face and such, the area under my eyes are red, grey and black, I have been blinking uncontrollably ever since i got home, I have been thinkin about schizophrenia, I've been acting paranoid (altho thats not really anything new) but I've also been thinkin about stuff like, if my friends really had hidden thoughts about me, and that I should just give them what they want and end the misery, things have just been happening all at once for the time being, it seems if I dont talk to my friends, I get the feeling that they hate me or they block me out, any guidance on this would be much appreciated.

Goodbye

XsephirothX — 2005-05-14T12:05:34-05:00

(Don't take this seriously, These are lyrics from a song.)

Goobye cruel world
I'm leaving you today.
Goodbye,
Goodbye,
Goodbye.

Goodbye, all you people
there's nothing you can say
to make me change my mind.
Goodbye.

I kno I kno

XsephirothX — 2005-05-16T04:05:31-05:00

Ok, today I had to clean up like hell when I got home, and I can only stay on the net for an hour due to school, bleh, and I put gel in my hair today and it got all curled in the front, I had at least 3 or 4 ppl to tell me it was cute, I kno, I kno, my dad wants me to cut my hair tuesday, which I dont want to do, but I have to do it to see star wars friday, wat a mess :(

Awesome day

XsephirothX — 2005-05-19T04:05:39-05:00

Ok, today we had a choice to go to the softball tournament in montgomery, josh got on yahoo at about 10 sumthin last night askin me if i wanted to go to the game, so I said yea and when I got there, I had to wait for brandon and andrew to get there, well, they didnt, so we had to call brandon and tell him to get ready, josh, whitney, and myself didnt know how to get to the place where they were havin the game, so we had to follow kayla homyak, well when we got back from pickin up brandon, THEY LEFT US, jason, katie, steph s., steph. corder and kayla left us, so we had to ride to montgomery thru troy, and we stopped at two gas stations to get gas, food, drinks and ask for directions, and guess what, when we got to the ball park, they werent there, yes, we beat them there and they left us, also we were goin about 80 the whole way, with kayla's 120!!!!!!!

But we stayed at the game for about 30 mins., then we left to go to bailey brothers which is the greatest music store in the world, cuz it had two sets of electric drum sets, and they owned so much ass, jason showed off a little, i also played them and automatically became hypnotized, they cost about $5500 and i wish I had a friggin checkbook today cuz then i coulda got em, but anyway, after that we left to the east chase mall, but jason and them went to the east dale mall, we rode up the escalators couple times, then we called them and asked for directions there, when we finally got there, we couldnt find them but we found steph c., and kayla, they told us they were goin back to the game, but we were tired and decided to go back to skool, (we needed a way home and josh and whitney couldnt take us home, so thats why) then brandon and I rode the bus, I walked home, put on a pizza.......WHICH IS BURNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

What a damn day

XsephirothX — 2005-05-20T09:05:19-05:00

Ok, Today was pretty borin, josh decided that we go see it tomorrow, so im waitin for him to get on the net so I will kno wat time he will be over to take me, we had a water fight outside school today, real fun, then I got home and sheena said she wanted to move to the next "step" and I was happy :) Cuz I didnt wanna be the one to rush it on her, I wanted to make sure she was ready with it until we did. Anywayzzzz, if Josh doesnt get on, I'm screwed, so I just hope he gets on...

Ug.....

XsephirothX — 2005-05-21T09:05:58-05:00

Ok, josh forgot to pick me up to see sw., but went with some other ppl, im lucky my cuzin came down today cuz now i can see it tomorrow, and i found out i dont have to go to summer skool, idk why, but the counselor told me i didnt, so thats good, but still, josh you shoulda told me wat was goin on, the only way i have of talking to you is the net, and you didnt get on it like you said you would friday.

I dunno

XsephirothX — 2005-05-26T08:05:04-05:00

Wazz ^, I'm just sittin here watchin the waterboy, Adam Sandler is awesome!!! he is my favorite actor, i wanna go see his latest movie, the longest yard this weekend, but i dont have anyone to go with, so I'm gona have to see it by myself, :( also, I would go to sheena's party but idk where she lives and i wouldnt have a ride up there, IT SUX!!!

Lookie

XsephirothX — 2005-05-27T12:05:30-05:00

Your Deadly Sins

Pride: 80%

Sloth: 80%

Wrath: 80%

Envy: 60%

Gluttony: 60%

Lust: 60%

Greed: 40%

Chance You'll Go to Hell: 66%

You will become famous - and subsequently killed by a stalker.

How Sinful Are You?

My tapeworm tells me what to do!!!!!

XsephirothX — 2005-05-30T03:05:44-05:00

I'm sitting here bored, my cuzin left his mic over so now I can use it until he finds out its gone, I can't wait for football season to start, lookin for bama to take it home this year!!! Was talkin to marissa, but she said brb, and left me all alone :(, lol nah, she has a good reason...I hope, anyway, please reply to this short ass blog!!!!

I command you

XsephirothX — 2005-05-30T09:05:33-05:00

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you.
02. I will then tell what song(s) reminds me of you.
03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, it would be...
04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.
06. I will tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.
08. Put this in your journal.

Shnit, Blitches and fanaggots

XsephirothX — 2005-06-01T03:06:38-05:00

Ug, today was exhausting, my dad woke me up at 6:04 this morning so I could get ready to go to E-prise to the doc's office, we got breakfast on the way, then went to wal-mart and got some drinks, afterward we went to the doc's office, had to take about 5 tests there!! We got there at about 8 sumthin and left at 11:20!!!! Then we went to Ft. Rucker, and got some more groceries, then finally we went home, where some cleanin ppl had cleaned our house!! And here i am.

Dooba Dooda Doo Doo

XsephirothX — 2005-06-04T08:06:49-05:00

I was practicing drumming this morning at 5:00 sumthin, I had drank alotta cokes and found myself rebounding for about 30 mins. on the snare only, don't worry, germy will tell you all what rebounding is....

Woooweeeeeeee

XsephirothX — 2005-06-05T06:06:25-05:00

I just got back from seein the longest yard, and it is FUNNY!!!!!! Much better then the original, I suggest you watch it.

Godjammit

XsephirothX — 2005-06-08T10:06:42-05:00

I went to the psychiatrist today and I took a buncha tests, then, just when I thought it was over, the idiot said, we didnt finish it all today, you'll have to come back in the morning and I was like wtf, I'm gettin effin tired of this shit, waking up at 6:00 in the morning, plus I had to go with my grandpa and he kept wanting to talk when I had slipknot blaring in my headphones, sorry but nobody talks to me when I'm listening to wait and bleed.

Damned lil fuckaroo

XsephirothX — 2005-06-09T10:06:52-05:00

Ok, got back from the psych. today, and i gotta go again next week to get an appointment with dr. cochran for some meds, finally, on the way i got some new clothes tho, and when i got back my dad wanted me to get an effin haircut and I kept saying no, but then he wouldnt let me on the net so i agreed just to get the split ends cut, I still want it short.

Deaf Requiem

XsephirothX — 2005-06-11T07:06:53-05:00

Peace is but a shadow of death, desperate to forget its painful past...Though we hope for promising years. After shedding a thousand tears, yesterday's sorrow constantly nears. And while the moon still shines blue, by dawn, it will turn to scarlet hue.

Fatal Tragedy

XsephirothX — 2005-06-15T09:06:42-05:00

Nicholas:
Alone at night
I feel so strange
I need to find
All the answers to my dreams

When I sleep at night
I hear the cries
What does this mean?

I shut the door and traveled to another home
I met an older man, he seemed to be alone
I felt that I could trust him
He talked to me that night;

"Lad did you know a girl was murdered here?"
"This fatal tragedy was talked about for years"
Victoria's gone forever
Only memories remain
She passed away
She was so young

Without love
Without truth
There can be no turning back

Without faith
Without hope
There can be no peace of mind

As the night went on
I started to find my way
I learned about a tragedy
A mystery still today

I tried to get more answers
But he said, "You're on your own."
Then he turned away and left me
As I stand there all alone
He said, "You'll know the truth
As you future days unfold"

Without love
Without truth
There can be no turning back

Without faith
Without hope
There can be no peace of mind

Hypnotherapist:

"Now it is time to see how you died. Remember that death is not the endbut only a transition."

I-E-A-I-A-I-O

XsephirothX — 2005-06-16T10:06:36-05:00

Heh, try this Jeremy.

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I bid you adieu

XsephirothX — 2005-06-17T06:06:23-05:00

I'm leavin for atlanta saturday to stay with my brother for a week, I'll try to be on here as much as possible but I'll be back next saturday, and don't shed a tear with me gone, son bitches!!!!

SLipKnoT

XsephirothX — 2005-06-17T09:06:08-05:00

Slipknot's mix of grinding, post-Korn alternative metal, Marilyn Manson-esque neo-shock rock, and rap-metal helped make them one of the most popular bands in the so-called nu-metal explosion of the late '90s. But even more helpful was their theatrical, attention-grabbing (some critics said ridiculous) image: the band always performed in identical industrial jump suits and homemade Halloween masks, and added to its mysterious anonymity by adopting the numbers zero through eight as stage aliases. Add to that a lyrical preoccupation with darkness and nihilism, and an affectionately insulting name for their fans ("Maggots"), and Slipknot's blueprint for nu-metal success was set.

Slipknot were formed in late 1995 in the unlikely locale of Des Moines, IA; after some early personnel shifts, the nine-piece lineup settled around (in order from number zero to number eight): DJ Sid Wilson, drummer Joey Jordison, bassist Paul Grey, percussionist Chris Fehn, guitarist James Root, sampler/programmer Craig Jones, percussionist Shawn "Clown" Crahan, guitarist Mick Thompson, and lead vocalist Corey Taylor. The music scene in Des Moines wasn't much to speak of, and the band's big-time ambition was usually met with disbelief and ridicule, which provided the initial spark for its mostly anonymous stage visuals. On Halloween 1996, Slipknot self-released an album called Mate. Feed. Kill. Repeat., which began to build a buzz around the group once it found its way to several labels. It was picked up for distribution by the Nebraska-based -ismist label, and also caught the attention of Roadrunner Records, which signed Slipknot in 1997. Working with producer Ross Robinson, Slipknot recorded their official, self-titled debut album, which was released in 1999. They gradually built an audience through near-constant touring, working their way up to the summer Ozzfest package tour, which really expanded their audience. Their live shows were a much-discussed hit with metal fans, and the band performed with such energy that Crahan gashed his head open on his own drum kit twice that summer, requiring stitches both times. The tracks "Wait and Bleed" and "Spit It Out" got the band some airplay, but most of the buzz came from touring and word of mouth. Finally, in the spring of 2000, Slipknot was certified platinum; the first such album in Roadrunner's history.

The anticipation for Slipknot's follow-up was intense, and many industry observers predicted that it would debut at number one; however, faced with some stiff competition that week, the band's sophomore effort, Iowa, bowed at number three upon its release in 2001. More heavy touring followed, including another, more prominent slot on that summer's Ozzfest. After a long spell on the road, Slipknot took a break while the members worked on side projects. The band set up its own label, Maggot Recordings, and signed a band called Downthesun, whose lead singer had served as Crahan's drum technician. Wilson, meanwhile, began DJing solo under the name DJ Starscream, and Root and Thompson both worked on solo material. Drummer Jordison worked with a side group called the Rejects, where he'd actually served for quite some time as guitarist. Taylor, meanwhile, started a side band called Superego, and also contributed a solo song, "Bother," to the soundtrack of the 2002 blockbuster Spider-Man. That May, the band got some amusing press when some of its fans discovered the website of a British crocheting group also called "Slipknot," and flooded the members' in-boxes with excessively rude e-mails. Guitarist Joey Jordison and Static-X guitarist Tripp Eisen teamed that summer for the Murderdolls project, while Taylor reformed his old band Stone Sour and released an album. By the winter, Slipknot had still not reunited and Taylor wrote a commentary on the band's website stating that they had not spoken in months, and that they'd rather break up than become "the next Gwar". The statement sparked a quickly resolved minifeud between Taylor and Gwar frontman Oderus Urungus. but it also sent many of the Maggots into a tailspin. By early 2003, Taylor had retracted his comments, and announced plans for a new Slipknot album. By August, the entire squad had decamped Iowa for LA, where they began work on the new record with famously bearded producer Rick Rubin. "Pulse of the Maggots" appeared in early 2004 as an exclusive download; it was followed by a full track listing for Vol. 3: The Subliminal Verses, which was slated for a May release. Slipknot then embarked on a brief tour as a warm-up for their dates headlining Ozzfest that summer. (The group also debuted a fully redesigned third generation of their famous masks.) On May 25th, The Subliminal Verses was finally released.

I'm back from ATL, who want's to touch me...... I SAID WHO WANTS TO TOUCH ME!!!!

XsephirothX — 2005-06-25T09:06:46-05:00

Yes, I got back today at about 2 sumthin, finally got a "I'm voting for pedro" shirt, been wantin to get one, got some other shirts, including another ac/dc shirt, saw some caps also, man, i was at a braves game, and this girl and this GUY'S WIFE, start talkin to me, no lie, also saw a girl that looked like rissa, couldnt look at her too long to be completely certain cuz her dad caught me and scrunched his face up like he had just shit himself, but anyway, I'm back and HELL WILL RESUME ON MY BLOG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

They're doing something rather curious with the tops of the body.....

XsephirothX — 2005-06-26T07:06:44-05:00

Today sucked, finally caught brandon at home, but he was takin a shit so I'm waitin for him to call back, drop some lines bitches.

I beat the system

XsephirothX — 2005-06-28T04:06:08-05:00

I just got 3 new songs off of soad's album Hypnotize that hasn't even come out yet, muhahahaha.

Judith by APC

XsephirothX — 2005-06-28T08:06:20-05:00

You're such an inspiration for the ways That I'll never ever choose to be Oh so many ways for me to show you How the savior has abandoned you F*ck your God Your Lord and your Christ He did this Took all you had and Left you this way Still you pray, you never stray Never taste of the fruit You never thought to question why It's not like you killed someone It's not like you drove a hateful spear into his side Praise the one who left you Broken down and paralyzed He did it all for you He did it all for you Oh so many many ways for me to show you How your dogma has abandoned you Pray to your Christ, to your god Never taste of the fruit Never stray, never break Never---choke on a lie Even though he's the one who did this to you You never thought to question why Not like you killed someone It's Not like you drove a spiteful spear into his side Talk to Jesus Christ As if he knows the reasons why He did it all for you Did it all for you He did it all for you

Fantasy Tournament

XsephirothX — 2005-07-01T01:07:08-05:00

I'm gonna be holding a fantasy tournament to pass the time away, for those of you that don't know half of these ppl, GO READ A BOOK OR LOOK FOR EM ON THE INTERNET!!!!!! Or just ask me and I will give you a rough idea.

II Artemis vs. Obould
Zaknafein vs. Sephiroth III Winner
II Orochimaru vs. Jarlaxle
I Hiei vs. Naruto II
I Edward Elrick vs. Kratos I
II Master Chief vs. Arbiter I

Just tell me who you're voting for in every matchup and I will count the votes and Go on to the next round.

DAMNIT TO A PUSS BLOOD SPEWING GUT IN HELL

XsephirothX — 2005-07-01T08:07:38-05:00

THE WORLD SUCKS............the end.

I deleted it

XsephirothX — 2005-07-03T03:07:49-05:00

I deleted that last blog entry cuz every time I tried to change the color of the font, it would stay the same and need a background color, which annoyed the hell out of me.

look it

XsephirothX — 2005-07-03T04:07:57-05:00

Look at my new blog background, LOOK AT IT, tell me wat ya think.

TOO MANY EMO

XsephirothX — 2005-07-04T07:07:59-05:00

I have just noticed on thing, there are way too many emo girls on this site, I mean, they r hot and all but still.....everywhere you look, emo, emo EMO!!!!! Turn gothic already, I mean damn, you dress in black, but you listen to emo, PUT SOME GODDAMN SLIPKNOT IN YOUR CD PLAYER, it's ok to listen to the other bands but listen to some death metal or somethin, (that is if you don't already, to those that do, this is not directed to you) But emo girls....plz.....don't complain about your life being...well.....emo, complain about other things like, how much other ppl's lives suck more than yours, like mine, it sucks cuz I spend alot of time thinking about who all in the world would kill me, so bottom line emo girls, listen to some damn mudvayne or slipknot, then your mind will say, wtf was I doin with simple plan, so just do it, k?

There ya go :)

XsephirothX — 2005-07-04T09:07:14-05:00

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/steeni.jpg

Lookee at me

XsephirothX — 2005-07-05T01:07:21-05:00

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/Snap.bmp

I got a webcam today, BOOYA!!!

porn/lightbulbs... a webcam

XsephirothX — 2005-07-06T07:07:18-05:00

Brandon came over yesterday and we did some shit with my webcam, played games, and then he swung a cord over his head and busted my lightbulb that goes to my ceiling fan, glass went everywhere so I tried to pick up all the pieces, I'm surprised my dad didn't hear it, anyway, being the idiot that I am, I went and grabbed the wire trying to pull the rest of it out, and got shocked, I don't mean those stupid static electricity shocks, I mean full arm shock, it felt wierd and there was no sound to the shock, but overall it was kool, we finally got it out and replaced it with a new one, the next day I had to go to the doctors and yes I finally got my meds, brandon fell asleep waiting for his brother to pick him up so I took a picture of him sleeping, then he left and here I am.

London

XsephirothX — 2005-07-07T11:07:12-05:00

London was bombed today..........thats all I kno.....

I am teh greaterst!!!!!!...

XsephirothX — 2005-07-07T06:07:58-05:00

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/pill.bmp

this is a pic of the meds im taking, muhahahahaha

Death to all who oppose me

XsephirothX — 2005-07-08T10:07:27-05:00

Gah today has been contraversial, some ppl r starting to piss me off, really starting to show who they r inside, some ppl you have to stay faithful to, and to those who kno who im talking about, im glad to help out with ur problems, and i will always be here for you to lean on, but anyway, im gonna go, cya bitches.

Wow...gash me with a knife.

XsephirothX — 2005-07-09T06:07:18-05:00

Seems some ppl don't like the way i really am, well, you should never say " be urself " if you dont wanna accept consequences, go ahead, dont ever talk to me again, see if i give a shit, u kno there actually r ppl out there who r the same as me so i'll still have friends, go ahead, GASH ME WITH A KNIFE!!!!!!!!!!!

Fuck hurricane dennis

XsephirothX — 2005-07-10T09:07:20-05:00

For anyone who is 'scared' of hurricane dennis, don't sweat it, unless you actually do live in its path, im gonna take a effin nap while that shit's happenin, exactly what i did when ivan came, took a nap, went home, no big deal.

Rap is so fuckin stupid

XsephirothX — 2005-07-11T06:07:37-05:00

There is no talent within rappers, its the truth, they make fuckin words rhyme....wooow...then when they can't even do that, they make words up, ppl, leave it to the rock artists to actually accomplish 'good music' while actually doing something that involves neurons.

The kombucha mushroom people, sitting around all day....

XsephirothX — 2005-07-14T08:07:59-05:00

Wat up bitches, I kno i haven't updated in a while, so wat? go screw urself, maybe I've been busy, maybe not, I see that some ppl have still been leaving replies, which is good, proves I have fans, and to those who don't give a fuck about their online buddies and wanna go doin all this lame shit with friends, hehe, I'll make sure you get punished in hell, I see that I have some rap haters on my friends list, which is good, and just to see who should reallllly be on my list, lets see what you say to this, COUNTRY MUSIC SUX, PUNK ROCK BADDDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! That is all, leave me some good replies my bitches, or if you want to leave some threatening ones, I'll just delete em cuz i can, CYA BITCHES!!!!

Just fuckin pissed me off

XsephirothX — 2005-07-14T09:07:06-05:00

I was watchin one of these talk shows like maury, jerry, etc. and this mom was mad cuz her daughter was dressin gothic, wanna hear my sentiments? WHO FUCKIN CARES, If she wants to look gothic, fuckin let her, I for one think gothic girls are nice, you just have to find something in common with them and get to kno them, I'm tired of society changing us by puttin us on that shit, well leave some comments my bitches.

OMGWTFBBQ

XsephirothX — 2005-07-15T10:07:10-05:00

I woke up this morning and my dad had locked me in the den, so I had to run outside in my underwear and go thru the front to get inside, that little bitch.

Da shit

XsephirothX — 2005-07-16T10:07:36-05:00

I tried two out of three of my dad's drink stash.

1. E&J Brandy, I advise against this, even on the rocks, tastes horrible.
2. Bacardi Hurricane- this stuff is awesome, and its blue!!!!

the other kind is bacardi also but its some kinda red stuff.

Hmmm, how bout that

XsephirothX — 2005-07-27T10:07:58-05:00

I just found out someone at my skool is goin to jail for rape and sautomy charges, there were some more charges but idunno wat they were, whoever goes to my skool and knows more about it, plz leave the info here.

Godshniggit

XsephirothX — 2005-08-02T10:08:49-05:00

Guess what

I can count allllllll de way, to schfifty five

And I can show you how

lol nah, idk how exactly to get there but that is a funny movie, but guess what else

shiggity shwiggity shwa?

I'm goin back to skool next week and my schedule is fucked up.

Tidus Necklace

XsephirothX — 2005-08-03T09:08:34-05:00

My tidus necklace came today, WOOT!!!!!11!!!ONE!!!

xXx vs. xXx: State of the Union

XsephirothX — 2005-08-04T05:08:27-05:00

Personally, I think the first xXx was better than the second, vinny was awesome and yet in the second one he died, also there was no hot russian chick and especially, NO RAMMSTEIN, AHHHHHHH!?!?!??!?!??!

GTA, Drums, PSP8, Computer, Tv

XsephirothX — 2005-08-07T05:08:53-05:00

This is how I spend my last day of summer, Woke up, got on the computer, made two things on PSP8, talked to some ppl, played gta, called brandon, ate lunch, watchted tv, and practiced on my drum set, my wrist hurts from that but oh well.

URL's for DRS

XsephirothX — 2005-08-07T05:08:06-05:00

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/drs.jpg

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/Gatesofhell.jpg

Enjoy these wallpapers sam, tyler, and jeremy.

Downloading

XsephirothX — 2005-08-08T06:08:04-05:00

Right now I'm downloading ff7, majora's mask and a guitar battle between steve vai and joe satriani.

Daron Malakian

XsephirothX — 2005-08-09T07:08:53-05:00

I kno all of my friends are system of a down fans, and I kno if you are then you have heard QUESTION! off the mesmerize album, well, I saw the music video to it and damn if malakian isnt a fast mutherfucker on the guitar.

Dead Bodies Everywhere

XsephirothX — 2005-08-09T07:08:43-05:00

This is a depiction of how my life is.

"Dead Bodies Everywhere"

Come on, step inside, and you will realize.
Tell me what you need, tell me what to be.
What's your vision?
You'll see, what do you expect of me?
I cant live that lie.

[Chorus:]
Hey!
I've sick mom,
With a fucked dad.
Dealing with your life.
Dead bodies everywhere.
You!
Really want me to be a good son. Why?
You make me feel like no one.

Let me strip the plain, let me not give in.
Free me of your life, inside my heart dies.
Your dreams never achieved, don't lay that shit on me.
Let me live my... life.

[Chorus]

You want me to be, something I can never ever be! [x2]

[Chorus]

Dead bodies everywhere! [x8]

It's Time

XsephirothX — 2005-08-10T05:08:17-05:00

I'm going to ask a very hard question, since our dear friend Buddy Rich died some while ago...we have to elect a new drumming god, so...who? So far, here's two on my list.

Joey Jordison
Thomas Lang

Question!

XsephirothX — 2005-08-12T04:08:21-05:00

"Question!"

Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you.
Ghosts are now waiting for you.
Are you...
Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you.
Ghosts are now waiting for you.
Are you...
Dreaming! Dreaming the night! Dreaming all right!

Do we! Do we know, when we FLY?
When we, when we go
Do we die?

Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you.
Ghosts are now waiting for you.
Are you...
Sweet berries ready for two ghosts are no different than you.
Ghosts are now waiting for you.
Are you...
Dreaming! Dreaming the night! Dreaming all right!

Do we! Do we know, when we FLY?
When we, when we go
Do we die

LALALALALALLALAALALALALALAALALALALA

Do we, do we know
When we fly
When we, when we go
Do we die

listen to malakian!!!!!!

Disturbed

XsephirothX — 2005-08-12T04:08:46-05:00

As you may or may not know, Disturbed is coming out with a new album in september called 10,000 fists, I've downloaded some of their songs and I must say they kick ass, if you can dl music, download stricken and pain redefined.

meaningful

XsephirothX — 2005-08-17T10:08:18-05:00

4000 kids dieing every hour all across the world, and instead of helping them, we spend our money on bombs. -system of a down-

Mind of Mencia

XsephirothX — 2005-08-18T10:08:05-05:00

This has got to be one of the funniest shows on comedy central, I swear, his whole dialogue just makes it funny, if any of you have seen this show, plz tell me, funnie unz hell!!!!!!

I DON'T GET IIIIIIIIIT!!!!!!!!!

I'm ready to take your 666 in my heart

XsephirothX — 2005-08-20T03:08:43-05:00

My dad got me a microphone for my comp, it's kool, it's silver and has 5 speaking holes on it, also came with diff. color stands for it. blue, dark blue, and silver, half the stuff for my comp is either black or silver, leave meh some messages.

So much shnit

XsephirothX — 2005-08-24T06:08:36-05:00

I still have a jazz beat to learn and the halo theme to learn, someone light a damn fire under my ass, I downloaded a bunch of fights on my comp, why, idk, but their funny, I still havent tried my mic out. Also, my cd player messed up so I broke it >.>, I pitched the hint to my dad but he never listens, so I just bang the speakers in the car to piss him off.

SPOILERS, DONT LOOK IF YA DONT WANNA KNO

XsephirothX — 2005-08-24T06:08:31-05:00

at the end of Half Blood Prince Harry is going on about leaving Hogwarts to find the remaining Horcruxes, but how can he when even Dumbeldore had trouble finding the whereabouts of Slyerin's necklace, which turned out to be fake any way?

Harry didn't have a clue what to do, especially when it came to things such as finding the right section of the wall to get into the chamber with the necklace, or finding the right place where the boat was: if the other horcruxes are guarded like this, how is Harry supposed to find them, even with Ron and Herminone with him.

Another thing, I don't know if anybody else noticed this, but I noticed that when Harry and the others are at no. 12 Grimmauld Place and are cleaning the house they find a heavy gold locket which none of them can open.

Going with the theory that RAB is Sirus's brother Regulas and that he became good after leaving the Death Eaters, is it possible that he hid the necklace in his own house before he died, meaning that the locket now in fact belongs to Harry without him knowing?

What does everyone else think?

Fuck hurricane katrina

XsephirothX — 2005-08-29T07:08:23-05:00

hurricane katrina is just like dennis, a bitch.

Morbicidy 101

XsephirothX — 2005-08-30T09:08:25-05:00

My life is tethered, in between darkness and the light.
Certain rights go down into history as our dreams die.
I don't understand why life has to be so cruel.
The only way to cope with it? Give hell to democracy.
One day they will look up to us, and we will spit at them.

Disorder will reign amongst their empire, and we will lead it.
Kids die everyday from hunger, they walk around eating dirt.
We have money, yet we use that money to buy bombs.
Oh we use the bombs, but for wrong purposes.
Iraq didn't do anything to us, yet we annhilated them.

Even without democracy my life bows to unfairness.
I look forward to a new hope, yet my mind goes toward hate.
If there is a way to exorcise these demons, I must know.
Although every time I wake up, a new one approaches.
It's complex, my life that is, a certain disregard for love is always dangling.

It's in there, but kept in a small tomb if you will.
I've been banished from the gates of holyness.
Never to go there again, satan is laughing.
I will deal with him later, god is laughing as well.
He is laughing because he knows he won't put up with me ever again.

But armageddon will come, and I will have one punch thrown in.

This is not a poem, it is not a plea, it is something called morbicidy...

Buuuuuuuuuurda

XsephirothX — 2005-08-30T10:08:01-05:00

I was very sick as a child, I had polio, allzheimers, cancer and lupus.

IT'S A LIE.

Ohhhh Canada!!!!!

XsephirothX — 2005-09-01T04:09:41-05:00

Gas prices are way too high, there is no more gas in elba, I'm moving to canada.

There is nothing bad happening there.

The only natural disaster would be to ban the word eh?

Cuz then, there would be looting, killing and gas prices would go up.

My movement

XsephirothX — 2005-09-01T04:09:17-05:00

I'm now officially starting the "Moving to Canada." Movement, who wants to join?

Welcome

XsephirothX — 2005-09-03T09:09:14-05:00

You all need to hear a comedian named Demetri Martin, omfg he is funny, listen to him, LISTEN TO HIM NOW!!!!

Foozball

XsephirothX — 2005-09-03T12:09:23-05:00

Yes, college foozball is back, only foozball i think is worth watching, my brother raised me around alabama foozball, so yea, I watch it >.> I also play the games, so for those who wanna bash me, go ahead.

123

XsephirothX — 2005-09-03T01:09:14-05:00

I have 123 ppl added on my profile, w00t!!!

HIM (His Infernal Majesty)

XsephirothX — 2005-09-03T01:09:07-05:00

Who likes HIM?

Some ppl listened to their music after watching viva la bam, cuz face, it that heartagram is everywhere, and you just wanted to listen to HIM.

But, after they listened, they said they sounded girly, but i think HIM is kool, even tho I only like one song by them.

Mysti

XsephirothX — 2005-09-03T02:09:40-05:00

Coming up with mystical creatures is fun.

All you need to do, is pick an animal, and add wings to it.

for instance.

A horse becomes a pegasus

A lion becomes a griffin

And a hawk, becomes...

A double hawk :)

Idk

XsephirothX — 2005-09-03T08:09:13-05:00

Some ppl don't seem to think me going up to halifax is worth it, well, they don't understand why I'm going up there. I know some ppl up there, one in particular in which I'm going to see, nothing really compares to them, alabama sure as hell doesnt.

One Winged Angel

XsephirothX — 2005-09-04T10:09:15-05:00

Estuans interius ira vehementi
Estuans interius ira vehementi

Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Estuans interius ira vehementi
Estuans interius ira vehementi

Sors immanis et inanis
Sors immanis et inanis

Estuans interius ira vehementi
Estuans interius ira vehementi

Sephiroth, Sephiroth

Veni veni venias, ne me mori facias (Glorioso, Generosa)
Veni veni venias, ne me mori facias (Glorioso, Generosa)

Billy Madison

XsephirothX — 2005-09-05T11:09:36-05:00

Billy Madison comes on next sunday, w00t!!!!

To all

XsephirothX — 2005-09-06T07:09:58-05:00

I think advent children comes out on the 13th, cuz in canada it comes out on the 14th and we always get stuff before them.

Friends and Fiends

XsephirothX — 2005-09-08T10:09:31-05:00

I now have a piczo site, any of my friends from skool OR friends from the net, post your pics on here so I can add em to my friends section on piczo.

Deh Brothers Grimm

XsephirothX — 2005-09-09T09:09:56-05:00

Goin to see deh brothers grimm tomorrow wiv my main home slice biscuit banana pizza..........ok, its brandon lol also gotta call marissa, she told me to call her b4 5, so peace!!!!

Naruto

XsephirothX — 2005-09-11T07:09:27-05:00

Yes, i've made a naruto header, I've been watching it before it came on tv, so there bitches!!!!!!!

MARVEL AT THE HEADER, WHO IS BETTER THAN ME???????

BILLY MADISON

XsephirothX — 2005-09-11T09:09:02-05:00

Lines from billy madison

"It's too damn hot for a penguin to be just walkin around here."

"Nudy magazine day!!!"

"Shampoo is bettuh, I go on first and clean the hair, nu uh, conditioner is bettuh, I make the hair all silky and smooth *wham wham wham* STOP LOOKING AT ME SWAN!!!"

" Where is he, I'm starving, I had some triscuit crackers in the car, you should have had some....well, maybe if you would have told me they were delicious triscuit crackers I could have enjoyed them with you...im sorry, well, sorry doesnt put the triscuit crackers in my stomach now does it?"

"Mortal Kombat, for the sega genesis, is probably the best game ever made, I disagree, its a very good game, but I think donkey kong is better, DONKEY KONG SUCKS!!!! You know what, YOU SUCK!!!"

"Oh billy, billy boy, when are you gonna find what you are looking for? Here's a nice piece of shit!!"

"It's another one of those flaming bags again!!! Don't put it out with your boots ted!!! Don't tell me my business devil woman!!!! Get the fire department, this ones outta control!!! *stomp* It's poop again!!! He called the shit poop!!!!"

"Now you can sit around all day, drinking, sleeping, chasing invisible penguins...Is that it dad, did the penguin tell you to do this?"

"Remember that spelling bee you won in the first grade? Rock, R-O-K, Yeah what's your point? R-O-C-K!!!! Oh the C is silent!!!"

"Back to school, back to school, to prove to dad that I'm not a fool, I've got my lunch packed up, my boots tied tight, I hope I dont get in a fight, oohhhhhh, back to school, back to school, well, here goes nothin, *bus passes him*"

"ODOYLE RULES!!!!!"

I'll think of some more later ;)

Running out of ideas

XsephirothX — 2005-09-11T09:09:43-05:00

I'm running out of psp ideas, soooo, I need ppl to ask for requests on sigs, avatars, or wallpapers.

PLEASE ASK!!! CUZ I'M FLAT OUT OF IDEAS!!!!!!

Gaaaadaaaaaaamn

XsephirothX — 2005-09-15T07:09:57-05:00

OK

NUMBER FUCKIN ONE- I'm gettin tired of all these little hoes runnin around in skool, bumpin into you, not shuttin the fuck up at lunch, and throwin ketchup at you while your eating!!!!!!!!!! *This doesnt include all the 7th graders, cuz some of them keep to themselves, if they are seventh graders, at least 3 or 4 of them look older, not bad lookin either, correct me if they arent 7th graders cuz idk*

NUMBER FUCKIN TWO- Brandon is grounded and he just got THE NEW INU-FUCKIN-YASHA GAME, and I CAN'T PLAY IT!!!!!!!!! But I just dl'd Ragnarok so I guess it works out both ways, but yea, I have nothin to do this weekend dammit!!!!!

NUMBER FUCKIN THREE- I'M EATIN CHICKEN

NUMBER FUCKIN FOUR- Next week, I'm stayin in mrs. collins class all 3rd block and 4th block, fuckin jackpot bitches!!!

and finally

NUMBER FUCKIN FIVE- I might be gettin a snare drum from brandon, so now, I will have two!!!! Muhahahahahahaha.

LEAVE ME A MESSAGE OR I WILL REIGN SUPREME UPON YOUR SOUL INTO ENTIRE DAMNATION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just want (Bang bang bang) by Group X

XsephirothX — 2005-09-18T02:09:37-05:00

I just want bang bang bang,
I don't want relationship,
I just want bang bang bang,
I don't want to know your name,
I just want bang bang bang,
I don't want to meet your mom,
I just want bang bang bang,
Fresh you drive me insane when you give me that bang bang bang,
---------------
(talking)
Okay Annie...
Listen, I don't want to make sex,
Eat Chocolate,
Look at animals,
Take walk, no.
You come home and you say "Hashmir, touch me down there, I like that."
I dont think so Annie. Don't have time, want to drink, cigarette, you know...
you know something Annie, I tell you what...
---------------
(singing again)
I just want bang bang bang,
I don't want to talk to you,
I just want bang bang bang,
I don't want to know your name,
I just want bang bang bang,
I don't want relationship,
I just want bang bang bang,
Fresh you drive me insane when you give me that bang bang bang.
---------------
"Oh Hashmir, Hashmir you look so good in that hat.
Why dont you give me lots of kiss?" (wrong)
I don't think so Annie.
You want me to do things to you like the sun and the moon.
Idiot, I don't have time. I have too many deamon.
All I have time for you know what?
---------------
(singing again)
I just want bang bang bang,
I don't want to talk to you,
I just want bang bang bang,
I dont want to know your name,
I just want bang bang bang,
Fresh you drive me insane when you give me that bang bang bang.
Fresh, Fresh, Fresh, Fresh, just give me that bang bang bang.

Bang bang bang,
shes a bang bang bang,
bang bang bang,
I dont want relationship
Just give me that bang bang bang...

Bittorrent glory

XsephirothX — 2005-09-18T09:09:11-05:00

Final Fantasy VII leaked out on the net this morning, and Guess who started dl'ing a copy when he got home, muhahahahhahaha.

BOOCHACHA BOOCHAYAYA MUTHAFUCKAS!!!!

Advent Children URL

XsephirothX — 2005-09-19T06:09:54-05:00

http://www.animeyume.org/search_advanced.php?search=Final+Fantasy+VII+Advent+Children&type=0&lang=English&down=BT&Submit=Search

ADVENT CHILDREN (SPOILERS)

XsephirothX — 2005-09-20T06:09:15-05:00

OMFG, Advent Children is kick ass, You need to see it!!!!!!!

SEPHIROTH DOESN'T DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SEPHIROTH THEORY

XsephirothX — 2005-09-24T04:09:57-05:00

OK, You know the Sephiroth clone that killed aeris, well, after we saw cloud put the black materia in the mako pit with the REAL SEPHIROTH, you never saw Sephiroth do anything, you never saw him even wake up, and plus, when Sephiroth was knocked into the mako pit...WAIT, HE WAS KNOCKED INTO THE MAKO PIT, NEAR THE REACTOR, SO, THAT COULDNT HAVE BEEN HIM, BECAUSE THE NORTHERN CRATER IS NOWHERE NEAR THAT PARTICULAR REACTOR, So, basically, the Sephiroth that cloud killed on ff7, was THE FAKE SEPHIROTH CLONE.

W00T!!!!11!!1SH...

XsephirothX — 2005-09-25T10:09:14-05:00

Stephanie's gonna let me use her old hair straightener, so, NO MORE AFRO BIATCHES!!!!!

Laugh ya bitches

XsephirothX — 2005-09-26T08:09:13-05:00

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/yep.jpg

Over

XsephirothX — 2005-09-27T10:09:06-05:00

I umm....wanted to kill myself at about 7ish my time today....I got tired of what some ppl thought about me, and...well..I overdosed on my A.D.D pills and I started shaking, at that point, I had already got talked down with some of my net friends, then my feet started to go numb so I walked it out, am sort of shaking a bit still, but I dont wanna end my life anymore...for now..

Recap

XsephirothX — 2005-09-28T08:09:47-05:00

Ok, here's a recap on the after effect of me overdosaging, I'm still shaking while typing this so enjoy it...

It happened at 8ish, I kept shaking, tried to go to sleep, just didnt feel right, I had certain thoughts in my head that I didnt wanna get rid of. As it progressed, the water boy came on, but it wasnt really that kool when due to your stomach being sick you can only lay down *Note I didn't say sleep, cuz you cannot sleep during that* on your back with both arms pointed down, just laying there, either to the right or to the left, also, you have to keep your legs straight cuz if you don't, they will strain and yes your stomach will get even sicker, same goes with your arms. And another thing, I had a fever, but I crawled...yes crawled not walked to the bathroom, cuz it is impossible to walk, so yea, I cannot walk...I crawled back and forth to the bathroom to wet the rag, during that I put my elbows on the toilet seat and thought I had to throw up, for some reason It was more comfortably then lying down, and I crawled to the toilet about 8 or 9 times, after that galaxy quest came on in which I didnt get to see all of it cuz I was pissed and sad that I'd have to take all my exams due to this one absence, but damn I can't walk dude...

I can only drink coke, in which there is only two more >.> and I can only eat soup, as if I could reach it on the cabinet, the last time I tried toughing it out and walking, I collapsed to the ground and couldnt think for a couple seconds, and every few seconds you would crawl, you would have to stop and catch your breath cuz for some reason I was panting like I had been running or something, while walking you just flat out fell on the ground messing your stomach up again, and even if you did start walking, your stomach would hurt nonetheless.

Sorry to say that If I see anyone laughing on any replies to this blog, I'm gonna lose it, first of all, you shouldnt really have laughed on my update, I could have killed myself or got sent to the damn E.R, This is some serious shit, I mean, damn dude, I can't even walk, if this goes on, I won't go to skool all week, I kno you think that sounds fun, but, it is in some ways and not in others.

Like, ppl fuckin talkin about my dang haircut, thats one of the main reasons I wanted to kill myself. Another, Cuz of exams, I'll most likely have to take all of mine...Cuz of this one damn absence, I hate this shit, and in a way, I still don't wanna go to skool, I just dont wanna see those same ppl again, I have really very nice friends in Canada, god are they nice, I talk to them like, every day, *Oh and btw, I did try to cry while lying down several times, but, I just couldn't cry, I couldnt get enough oxygen or air or w/e and my stomach hurt even more*

One girl in particular in Canada, I like her personality, she's like, a tough kind of person but still very nice, she doesnt let what ppl say get to her, instead she gives them a chance to back off and if they dont she hits them. Also, she is verrrrry smart, plus, on the net, she seems very calm, but in real life, she's like, very hyper, which is kool. But yea, I wanna say I'll never overdose again, but if ppl keep sayin that shit to me, I just won't be able to take it, wish I was up there with my canadian friends cuz they listen to practically everything you have to say, I mean....well...let's just say if I were born up there, I'd prbly have a better life, cuz get this, I showed the main one of the ppl I'm visiting the f'd up picture where my hair got screwed up, and she said, I think it looks fine...But yea, I'll most likely go whenever I can, I need to be around some really nice ppl, I'm gonna end everything just staying here in alabama....

Alot of you are prbly saying or thinking, if all that about overdosaging was as bad as you say it was, why don't you just say you won't do it ever again?

Well, I kinda proved that earlier, Ya see, some of the stuff ppl say, gets to me, I used put all my frustration and tears into cutting myself, then I just kept quiet for a long time and let it just swim around inside me, but now I mean, I kinda find nothing wrong with crying, and if you think I'm too much of a pussy to actually tell you that in person, well, dude, I can't walk and I'm very sick, least show a little bit of respect and leave a reply at least......

But, I'll just cry at the most secluded times, in my room on the comp or laying down on my couch, hell, I've even cried when that girl got offline, why? Idk, it just like, happened all of a sudden, oh geez, what did you say? *Net dating is stupid* Actually, if you can find someone on the net that isn't an asshole like half the population of the U.S, then you go for it, plus, she has a bf in new york, but might I add that he hardly ever gets on, no I'm not taking that as a chance to slip in, dude, if you really loved someone, you'd want them happy, and she's gonna be happy with him, trust me, I talk to her everyday, she's upset about him not getting on but hey, it might not be his fault, his msn name was "sleep all day, stay up all night" Maybe he's just busy with skool, hopefully something like that...5 times....5 times have I put my elbows on my computer table and held my head cuz I was getting too tired for some reason!!!! It's not like sleepy tired, just, like, been running tired cept not as much of the lung stuff happenin, like I need to reboost or recharge....But anyway, she IS upset, but she doesn't just bawl out and cry about it, which depicts her being tough, hey, I ain't gonna say I'm tough to begin with, I weigh 135 lbs, I'm kind of a nonviolent person, and anyway, she is really amazing...I just hate waiting to go visit up there!!! Holy shit.....it felt like something just pushed me kinda gently on the shoulders and caused me to go forward a bit, this shit makes you weak as hell I'm telling you.

But, overall, plzzzz reply, cuz Idk when I'm gonna be able to go back to skool, I'm checking out friday for my permit test, oh and before I go, I for one, think net friends are better than rl friends, cuz you basically tell them anything, and yes I do spend a majority of my time talking to them on msn, yahoo, or aim, so fucking what. Heh, come to think of it, I have more net friends than rl friends, but, this is Zach signing off, plz plz plz reply cuz I didnt type this out for nothing, and I'm still sick typing this shit, in a minute I'm gonna email that girl, so show some damn respect and reply, ok? Cya...

Hmm, pfft day

XsephirothX — 2005-09-29T06:09:49-05:00

Ok, I figured my day was gonna suck, cuz of my hair and stuff I didnt really feel like talking much and went to sleep in mostly all my classes. Oh and Steph. I saw you slap butters on the back lol I woulda laughed more but I had a sore throat from hell during lunch, anywayz, leave me some messages, cya

BRANDON'S MASTERLOCK CHALLENGE!!!!!

XsephirothX — 2005-09-29T08:09:06-05:00

This is Brandon's Masterlock Challenge.

Yes, Brandon is offering people to escape a submission that he has never attempted!!!! It's quite simple, when brandon tells you to sit in the chair, and hold both of your arms up, he will then slide his arms under yours up to the back of your neck and you will have until the bell rings to get out of it, which bell you ask? Whichever one is closest at the time, but it will keep going until the very last bell has sounded, CAN YOU DO IT???

Martyr Lunaticia

XsephirothX — 2005-09-30T04:09:43-05:00

Dude, as I was going back from Enterprise today, I started thinkin about my religion, then I said fuck god and a big ass drop of water landed right in front of my side on the windshield, then it started raining like shit, afterward, I figured it was just a coincidence, so I started listenin to mastodon's blood and thunder, then decided to replace one of their lines with ," This fight for god's head will be a fight to the death." and it started raining again!!! Exactly like the same time before, except this time I looked at the rain formation and it seemed to be aiming right at the damn car..

Bring it

XsephirothX — 2005-10-03T05:10:25-05:00

Ok, lately, some ppl have been questioning my knowledge about ff7 and Sephiroth, so if you think you know more about the two then I do? Then post it here dammit.

Nickname Studio

XsephirothX — 2005-10-06T10:10:38-05:00

Yep, you guessed it, this is where you post requesting a nickname, and boom, I give you one, or if you already have one, or have an idea for my nickname, go ahead.

Shiggity Shwaggity Shwaggity Shwow Shwow Shwow

XsephirothX — 2005-10-08T02:10:04-05:00

Hmm, If you would like, I could give us nicknames from ppl off of games, its easier and it tastes better.

Hypnotize

XsephirothX — 2005-10-08T05:10:31-05:00

Has anyone heard "Hypnotize" yet? It's SOAD's new song of their new album.

Declination!!!!...

XsephirothX — 2005-10-09T10:10:04-05:00

OOOOOOOK

There is a decline of gothic girls in the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Because

of ppl trying to make them change, and introducing them to new things, WTF???

GODDAMN YOU PREPS, GODDAMN YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ROAD RUNNER UNITED!!!!!!!!!...

XsephirothX — 2005-10-11T08:10:52-05:00

Road runner is having its 46 artists produce one album, thats right 4 captains, whose 3 of those are not important but the best captain is JOEY FUCKIN JORDISON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

CAN I GET A HELL YEAH!?!?!??!

Time is running out

XsephirothX — 2005-10-13T08:10:04-05:00

I think I'm drowning, asphyxiating.
I wanna break the spell that you've created.
It's something beautiful, a contradiction.
I wanna play the game, a pure affliction.

You...will be...the death...of me...
Yeah, you...will be...the death..of meeee..

Bury it... I won't you let you bury it.
I won't let you smother it....
I won't let you murder it..

Now time is running out..
Yes time is running out...
Can't push it, underground..
She'll still be screaming out..
It's come to this

Oooo Oooo Oooo Ayyye Yiiii Yiiii Yiiii Yi!!!

Wake me up when your momma ends

XsephirothX — 2005-10-15T06:10:06-05:00

Dude, andrew and I were watching Fuse, and they had no metal on there, btw, coheed and cambria has the gayest lead vocalist.

Quiz...yep...it... here...what you gonna do about it?

XsephirothX — 2005-10-16T10:10:18-05:00

What Would You Do If..

I died from natural causes:

I kissed you:

I lived next door to you:

I started smoking:

I stole something:

I was hospitalized:

I ran away from home:

I got into a fight and you weren't there?:

I got my heart broken:

What Do You Think Of My...

Personality:

Eyes:

Hair:

Laugh:

Family:

Body :

Would You..

Keep a secret if I told you one?:

Hold my hand?:

Take a bullet for me?:

Keep in touch?:

Try and solve my problems?:

Love me?:

Date me?:

Dance w/ me?:

Make out w/ me?:

Be my friend?:
Have You Ever..

Lied to make me feel better?:

Wanted to kiss me?:

Wanted to kill me?:

Broke my heart?:

Kept something important from me?:

Thought I was unbearably annoying?:

Thought I was crazy?:

Random Stuff..

What reminds you of me?..
Am I your Friend?...

Do you know the real me?...

If you could give me anything what would it be?..

How well do you know me?..

When's the last time you saw me?..

Are you gonna put this on yours to see what I say about you?.. .

Redneck Metal

XsephirothX — 2005-10-16T10:10:16-05:00

This pic depicts my new haircut as, redneck metal

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/heere.jpg

Chicka Pah Pie!!!!!

XsephirothX — 2005-10-17T07:10:45-05:00

Now sing this in a deep techno voice, also in a techno speed, kinda fast, but gets heavier and faster at the end, I came up with it, so enjoy.

Chicka pah pie, chicka chicka pah pie, chicka pah pie, chicka chicka pah pie
Chicka pah pie, chicka chicka pah pie, chicka pah pie, chicka chicka pah pie

chicka pah pie, dodda doody de ahh!! *Drum beat starts* S: x.xx.x.x.xxxx:
chicka pah pie, dodda doody de ahh!!
chicka pah pie, dodda doody de ahh!! * end drum beat*

Chicka, chick, chick, chicka, chicky chick chick
Chicka, chick, chick, chicka, chicky chick chink....(das a chinese woman!!!) *Say in arabian voice*

CHICKA PAH PIE, CHICKY DOODEEDEEAHH!!!

CHICKA TA TA TA TA TA TOTTY TA!!!
CHICKA TA TA TA TA TA TOTTY TA!!!
CHICKA TA TA TA TA TA TOTTY TA!!!
CHICKA TA TA TA TA TA TOTTY TA!!!
CHICKA TA TA TA TA TA TOTTY TA!!! *Another drum beat* S: F..F..F..F: (flam)
CHICKA TA TA TA TA TA TOTTY TA!!!
CHICKA TA TA TA TA TA TOTTY TA!!!
CHICKA TA TA TA TA TA TOTTY TA!!!
CHICKA TA TA TA TA TA TOTTY TA!!! *drum beat ends.*

I LIKE CHICKA VON CHICKA PAH PIE!!
I LIKE CHICKA VON CHICKA PAH PIE!!
I LIKE CHICKA VON CHICKA PAH PIE!!
I LIKE CHICKA CHON CHICKY CHA CHA!!!

DOODY DAH DAH DOODY DAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Cleanin up bitches...

XsephirothX — 2005-10-17T07:10:13-05:00

Ok, I'm pretty much just lettin my close friends, meaning the ones that I talk to often, stay on my messenger lists, so I'm gonna put my MSN, Yahoo, and AIM messenger sn's on here, cuz I wanna make sure you have me added, if not, YOU ONLY TALK TO MEH ON MINDSAY AND YOU LIKE IT!!!! Unless I go to skool with you, but yeah, I have like 200 ppl on yahoo, which is why I decided to clean up on all.

Msn: jordison01@gmail.com
Yahoo: deathquencher
AIM: morbicidy01

if some of em don't work, try capitalizing em.

Bedridden

XsephirothX — 2005-10-23T03:10:11-05:00

I went to bed at about 1 sumthin this mornin and woke up at 2pm, I have a sore throat, a head cold, and I feel like shit, a reminiscence of the pills >.> <.< but I'll try to make it to skool on monday.

Regards....

XsephirothX — 2005-10-24T10:10:47-05:00

Caitlin Tindell....was taken into the hospital this morning, she collapsed...I knew she should have gone to the doctor.....but...she said it was nothing serious....They're running tests on her...and they kept her for observation....I normally don't act like this..but..please send your regards, ok?

It's ok

XsephirothX — 2005-10-25T09:10:46-05:00

Caitlin is out now, her tests come out in two weeks, I thank everyone who posted and everyone who told me elsewhere that they cared.

J!NX

XsephirothX — 2005-10-27T08:10:41-05:00

I am shick!!!!!

I got a cold

Which consists of

Runny nose :(

Stuffed nose :(

Coughing :(

Sneezing :(

Leave me some meds :D

Shit happens

XsephirothX — 2005-10-30T11:10:07-05:00

Wow, what a day, ok first, Brandon and I waited for Andrew to get here, then we went to brandons house for a bit, after that, we kinda goofed off at the haunted jail, which isn't scary by the way, so, we went to my house and saw my dad was awake and went back to the haunted jail, left brandon there, then andrew and I decided to check out the graveyard path then andrew got his car stuck, so we tried getting it out on our own but it didn't work, so we ran up the road and knocked on ppl's doors and finally a woman let us use her phone to call brandon's dad to pull us out, not far up the road we saw brandon and showed him where we got stuck, afterward, we went down the path, and saw two huge ass spider webs, with a big ass spider on each, we saw it as a sign and decided to get the hell out of there, not to mention we couldn't see shit.

Welkum to teh JaleHowze

XsephirothX — 2005-10-31T09:10:32-05:00

YEAHHHH BUDDY!!!!

We went to the jailhouse, brooke, sam, shelby, shelby and brooke's parents and I that is

Shelby was scared, she gripped the back of my shirt and sam was holding her hand in the back, then we changed positions, she grabbed my hand and we just kept goin, I wasn't scared of it one bit, sam and I laughed, she didn't tho awww, 's ok shelby :)

CHILDREN OF THE KORN...UNITE

XsephirothX — 2005-10-31T10:10:31-05:00

KORN IS OUT WITH ANOTHER ALBUM!!!!!!!!!!!

Korn #1 for right now

XsephirothX — 2005-11-01T07:11:09-05:00

LISTENIN TO YOUR TWISTED TRANSISTAHHH

TWISTED TRANSISTOR, NEW SONG BY KORN, GREATEST SH*T EVERRRR!!!!!!

ANESTHETIZE!!!!...

XsephirothX — 2005-11-02T07:11:09-05:00

MUSIC DO, AND IT IS REACHING, INSIDE YOU, FOREVER BREACHING!!!!!!!

Lyrics from Twister Transistor again, yeah, it's here, watcha gonna do?

Onime-no Kyo, Shwevah? Hahaha

XsephirothX — 2005-11-03T10:11:40-05:00

Yes, as you will see, I changed my theme a bit, why?

CUZ DIR EN GREY IS AWESOME AND KYO IS THE AUSOMEST!!!!!!

I feel like crap....

XsephirothX — 2005-11-04T08:11:35-05:00

I feel like straight up crap, it has to do with caitlin but I'll explain later cuz right now I just feel like shutting down, I mean just collapsing on the bed and not moving, if you have any sympathy please leave somethin, I've waited to talk to her for a long time now this....anyway, cya

My Playlist

XsephirothX — 2005-11-05T01:11:13-05:00

Aenima-Tool
CLEVER SLEAZOID- Dir en grey
Smells like teen spirit- Nirvana
Twisted Transistor- KoRn
Edge's theme
Undertaker's theme
Midlife Crisis- Faith no more
Hysteria- Muse
Feuer Frei- Rammstein
Sonne- Rammstein

Doo dadada Doo dadada Doo dadada Doo dadada... Gah Muse is ausom

XsephirothX — 2005-11-06T07:11:55-05:00

Ok, right now it's 6:49, I gotta get a shower in 11 minutes, I was thinking about playing Metal Gear Solid, but I'm too lazy to go allll the way to the den, oh and I saw a trailer for MGS4, and sam no it's not a FPS, that was just a cinematic, and anyway, THOSE GRAPHICS WERE AUSOM....

I'm not sure on the storyline just yet, I just know that Otacon follows Snake around on this little screen on a tiny robot that is mobile.

And Hell devours hope

XsephirothX — 2005-11-08T07:11:54-05:00

Well, I was gonna go see SawII with my band mates from E-prise, but one of em has to work and it just ain't the same without her, so I'm gonna be bored.

My life is the epitamy of -suckage-

XsephirothX — 2005-11-08T08:11:08-05:00

Ok, as if my last update wasn't crappy enough, now I find out my brother wants me to visit him on the day that Harry Potter comes out, GAH!!!!!!!!!!!! Does nobody care about -me- time????? After all the nice crap I do you'd think I'd get a little grattitude, but no, I still have to do everything that everyone else wants, quite frankly I'm tired of it. Why the hell would he want me to just up and visit him during the time of school? I hate my karma, and if something worthy enough to my being nice doesn't happen soon then I'm about to dish out payback.

Modern day warrior, mean, mean stride. Today's Tom Sawyer mean, mean, pride.

XsephirothX — 2005-11-11T07:11:54-05:00

I got nothin to do this weekend, except for watch two football games, I beat Star Wars Battlefront II today at least. But there is still a ton of fun stuff to do on it, also for some reason I wanna play MGS2: Substance. My dad complained about my X-mas list today, I only wanted like....7 games and an x-box 360. Anyway, I'm out, but before I dissappear in flames, a moment of randomness....GO GEDDY LEE....ok,cya.

Heere

XsephirothX — 2005-11-12T09:11:24-05:00

Slipknot - Wait And Bleed
Provided by VideoCodes4U.com

Quiz Majigger Please bare with some of the questions

XsephirothX — 2005-11-12T03:11:29-05:00

List 20 people you know in NO particular order. 01. Brandon 02. Shelby 03. Sam 04. Jeremy 05. Tyler 06. Perry 07. Rayanna 08. Josh 09. Whitney 10. Jessie 11. Rob 12. Andrew 13. Butters 14. Adam 15. Eric 16. Brooke 17. James 18. Emily 19. Caitlin 20. Ben -How did you meet 13? School What would you feel if you never met 5? It would suck cuz tyler's kool!!!!! -What do you honestly think of 10? He's hell of a smart. -Would or did 19 and 8 go out? They've never met but idk if they WOULD go out -Have you ever liked 7? Yeah, I still do -If 1 died tomorrow, what is one thing that you would need them to know? Not to start a rebellion until I got there -Would 2 and 11 make a good couple? lol not as of right now -Describe 3 in 3 words: Funny, talented, Sam -Do you think 12 is hot? Hell no -Would 1 and 17 make a lovely couple? Oh yeah brandon's into that -What do you think when you see 8? Brother!!!! -Do you know any of 6's family members? No, not formally -What's 20's favorite color? No idea -On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 14? Pffffft -What would you do if 4 just professed their undying love for you? I'd be scared as hell -What language does 19 speak? English -Is 9 a boy or a girl? Girl -Would 18 and 4 make a good couple? Idk, not as of right now anyway -What grade is 17 in? 11th -When was the last time you talked to 12? Friday -What is 3's favorite band? METALLICA!!!! -Does 2 have any siblings? Just one that I know of -Would you ever date 5? Hell no -Would you ever date 6? Hell no -What is 20's last name? Macenvale -What is 5's middle name? No idea -What is 10's fantasy? To live in the playboy mansion -Would 14 and 19 make a good couple? Idk -What school does 16 go to? Elba Elementary School -What school does 1 go to? Elba High School -Where does 9 live? Elba I think? -Would you make out with 14? HELL NO -Are 5 and 6 best friends? friends but idk about best friends -Does 7 like 20? they don't even know each other -How did you meet 15? Like...in kindergarten -Is 12 older than you? Yep -Is 2 the sexiest person alive? Haha, I've never met everyone in the world now have I?

Metal Gear Solid

XsephirothX — 2005-11-13T10:11:57-05:00

Oh yeah...it's coming.......

3 ACTION PACKED GAMES, FORMED INTO ONE MOVIE????????

HOW CAN IT BE DONE?????

WITH YOMOMMA INDUSTRIES THAT'S HOW!!!!!!!!!

"THE ZATCH" "PUDDINS" AND "THE SHELBY"

BRING YOU METAL GEAR MOVIE!!!!

Brought to you by Yomomma Industries and the DRS famly

Eddie Guerrero 1967-2005

XsephirothX — 2005-11-14T09:11:17-05:00

I know alot of you aren't fans of wrestling but a really big favorite of mine passed away just this morning, and, if you could post something, even if you don't know him, I'd appreciate it.

VIVA LA RAZA!!!!!

Go on and ring my neck

XsephirothX — 2005-11-16T08:11:19-05:00

Ok, turns out that my dad is being a control freak and is making me go to my brother's house till sunday, although, I read that Harry Potter is only playing in Troy on the 18th, so Sam, Shelby, hopefully we could see it another time, sorry for the inconvenience.

If you want me, hold me back!!!

XsephirothX — 2005-11-17T10:11:39-05:00

Well, I guess I'm off for Atlanta tomorrow, I won't be at school cuz I guess we're leaving early, so to all my DRS peeps and my Yomomma Industries peeps, The Zatch will be back sunday!!!!

Someone just kill me right now

XsephirothX — 2005-11-20T01:11:35-05:00

As if the trip weren't bad enough, my dang comp. won't turn on, so now I guess I gotta send it away *cries* and get it fixed, I'll be bored as hell for this WEEK OFF....as I'll have nothing to do and nobody to hang out with, I'm on my dad's comp right now and if anyone has any answers as to why my life sux, please tell me.

Upcase Dementia

XsephirothX — 2005-11-21T09:11:23-05:00

Yesterday, Brandon and Andrew came over, Andrew's head was shaved!!!!! Anyway, we bullshitted for a while at my house, and then we left for E-prise, and stayed a Josh's for a bit, Brittany and Emily were over there of course, and they were gonna go see Walk the line, but it wasn't playing, so they saw Harry Potter with us, Brittany was happy about that lol, anyway, after we saw the movie, Andrew, Brandon and I went to Wendy's and saw Mike there, we went to my house, ate the food, and they left.

Pessimism, Hatred, Sadness, Confusion, Death

XsephirothX — 2005-11-22T11:11:06-05:00

I'm going to my cousins house on thursday for thanksgiving, but enough about that, ever felt crappy? Like nobody in the world gave a flying foridication about ya? Explain it here, on the new talk show, Zatch's Zephyr, I'll be waiting ;)

Boootwaaaa

XsephirothX — 2005-11-25T11:11:46-05:00

I beat Paper Mario 2 yesterday, pisshaaaaaa!!!!

I was surprised to see football on today, *NCAA, not the crappy NFL* the games were pretty interesting too, I thought Arkansas and Texas A&M were gonna win, but they didn't and I STILL HATE MATT LEINART...

Tomorrow is the Thanksgiving Parade, will I go? Idk, seriously Idk, cuz I can get a ride up there but I need some peeps to go with.

THE ZATCH HAS SPOKEN, LET THY WILL BE DONE!!!!!

Something good happen already...

XsephirothX — 2005-11-28T09:11:42-05:00

Ok, I just found out that for the next three weeks, while I'm at home by myself, there is nothing to do, so I hope I last until X-mas vacation, plzzzz peeps help me out.

Gamestop, movie

XsephirothX — 2005-11-30T04:11:59-05:00

Ok, this weekend Brandon, Andrew and I are gonna try to work at Gamestop in E-prise. Hehe, that way we'll get "free games" as for next weekend, CHRONICLES OF NARNIA!!!!!!! We're getting alot of ppl to go with us so sign up while ya can!!!!! Hey Sam, when would be the best time for us to make that movie cuz it's gonna be funny as haaaaaaaaaaaaeel.

Long story

XsephirothX — 2005-12-01T06:12:16-05:00

Ok, Brandon and I *Well so far just me* are writing a story, it's about two kingdoms, one good and one evil, that have five knights of whom are the top knights at each kingdom. I just started it today and the prologue is three pages long, I just started on chapter 1 btw, and I'll post the prologue on here whenever I get the time, shnya.

Retributional Death

XsephirothX — 2005-12-03T06:12:06-05:00

Ok, my dad still hasn't sent my comp to be fixed, some bullcrap about him having to work late friday, I swear, if he doesn't send my comp to be fixed soon, him having his eye shot in vietnam, would feel great after what I'm going to do.

Buying

XsephirothX — 2005-12-05T08:12:54-05:00

Ok, here's the concept of gift giving and receiving on x-mas, it isn't about how much the gift costs, and it isn't about how much you recieve, it's about thinking about those you care about enough to give them something on x-mas, I'm trying to find stuff for my friends as well right now, although the money is kinda low, x-mas isn't here yet :D

Hot Topic

XsephirothX — 2005-12-06T10:12:43-05:00

Ahhhhh, isn't hot topic a nice place? Especially when you don't feel like actually going there and instead, ordering things from there...seems not alot of ppl are on lately, sam is on his guild wars, shelby doesn't have her comp fixed yet, and the others, idk about the others, guess I'm losing sheen, COME BACK PEEPS OF MINDSAY!!! I DIDN'T MEAN WHAT I SAID!!! Lol jk, inside joke.

" Who cares if you don't like it?"

XsephirothX — 2005-12-07T05:12:55-05:00

Ok, here's another fun thing to do, make music video's of anime's with actual bands playing in the background!!!!!

I mainly want games for x-mas, I would be getting an x-box 360 but since it had alot of glitches, nooooo.

So now, it is just up to four games, and w/e else others wanna get me.

Weekend

XsephirothX — 2005-12-11T02:12:13-05:00

Ok, this weekend, friday, went over to Jwill's, and went to see the Chronicles of Narnia with Jwill, brandon, sam, andrew and rob.

Saturday, had a big party, lessee who was there, sam, jwill, stephanie, j-wa, emily, whitney, josh, brandon, andrew, and rob. It was kool, we had two tv's and played Halo and Halo 2, of course I pwned!!!

And then later that night we watched red vs. blue, it's ausom.

RUDY!!!!!!!

Tremble...deniz... of the weak

XsephirothX — 2005-12-11T08:12:27-05:00

June 6th, 2006

Several people were killed today involving a high crime rate in New York, including an untraced meteor falling down toward Jerusalem, several tidal waves were seen in California, Los Angeles is barely in tact. Unknown flames were emitted from the ground in Canada, and many nuclear warheads were set off accidentally in Europe. A press conference was held at the G8 summit, involving a new world, and one leader to lead it all.

Will it be like that? Will 6/6/06 be the day it happens? Let's find out.

Very bored

XsephirothX — 2005-12-11T10:12:23-05:00

A heater is next to me...just turned orange, REPLY TO MY OTHER POSTS...GEEZ...

no subject

XsephirothX — 2005-12-11T10:12:06-05:00

Q33

X-mas

XsephirothX — 2005-12-14T04:12:06-05:00

Whooo, X-mas is closer, btw, thanks again for the shirty Shelby, it's ausom!!!! It says donkey piss!!!

I hope you like the gift, it isn't the most expensive thing but I did send it to canada for some reason lol Which I guess is part of express shipping.

Oh and Yomomma Industries is gonna start making flash movies whenever I get my comp back, and sam, metal gear movie needs us!!!

The Prison Song by SOAD

XsephirothX — 2005-12-16T05:12:24-05:00

They're trying to build a prison,
They're trying to build a prison,

Following the rights movements
You clamped on with your iron fists,
Drugs became conveniently
Available for all the kids,
Following the rights movements
You clamped on with your iron fists,
Drugs became conveniently
Available for all the kids,

I buy my crack, my smack, my bitch,
Right here in Hollywood,

Nearly 2 million Americans are incarcerated
In the prison system,
Prison system of the U.S.

They're trying to build a prison,
They're trying to build a prison,
They're trying to build a prison, (for you and me to live in)
Another prison system,
Another prison system,
Another prison system. (for you and me to live in)

Minor drug offenders fill your prisons
You don't even flinch
All our taxes paying for your wars
Against the new non-rich,
Minor drug offenders fill your prisons
You don't even flinch
All our taxes paying for your wars
Against the new non-rich,

I buy my crack, my smack, my bitch,
Right here in Hollywood,

The percentage of Americans in the prison system
Prison system, has doubled since 1985,

They're trying to build a prison,
They're trying to build a prison,
They're trying to build a prison, (for you and me to live in)
Another prison system,
Another prison system,
Another prison system. (for you and me to live in)
For you and I, for you and I , for you and I.

They're trying to build a prison,
They're trying to build a prison,
They're trying to build a prison,
For you and me,
Oh baby, you and me.

All research and successful drug policy show
That treatment should be increased,
And law enforcement decreased,
While abolishing mandatory minimum sentences,
All research and successful drug policy show
That treatment should be increased,
And law enforcement decreased,
While abolishing mandatory minimum sentences.

Utilizing drugs to pay for secret wars around the world,
Drugs are now your global policy,
Now you police the globe,

I buy my crack, my smack, my bitch,
Right here in Hollywood,

Drug money is used to rig elections,
And train brutal corporate sponsored
Dictators around the world.

They're trying to build a prison,
They're trying to build a prison,
They're trying to build a prison, (for you and me to live in)
Another prison system,
Another prison system,
Another prison system. (for you and me to live in)
For you and I, for you and I , for you and I.
They're trying to build a prison,
They're trying to build a prison,
They're trying to build a prison,
For you and me,
Oh baby, you and me.

Innovative biscuits and their uses with bacon

XsephirothX — 2005-12-17T11:12:48-05:00

Ok, I woke up at 6:00 this morning, said it's saturday, fuck it and went back to sleep. Woke up again at 7:00 my dad came in and brought breakfast, so I ate it and went back to sleep, woke up at 10:00 decided to get up and see who was online, answer: NOBODY, so I messed around on my drumset, nothin special, I would be learning Suite Pee had mxtabs.net started working!!!!

Anyway, I'm supposed to go to Brandon's house today, at what time you ask? Idk, but more than likely he will be playing Guild Wars all day, so if ya wanna talk to meh today, BETTER START EARLY!!! MUHAHAHAHAHA.....or you could just laugh at my demeanor for attention :( lol jk

Oh yeah, I took a shower today and straightened my hair just a little, dun dun dunnnn.

Hanover

XsephirothX — 2005-12-19T02:12:19-05:00

I finally get my damn comp. back tomorrow, so today will be full of finding things to do until that day arrives, well, it's not like it's just going to magically appear in my room when I wake up, my dad will have to go and get the damn thing. Which he'll wait to get it after he gets off of work >.> So I'll have some waiting to do then as well, turns out my brother is visiting next week, as if things couldn't get any worse, why can't he just let me stay at home and do w/e I want with my gifts, I realize he wants to exchange gifts, but still, I need alone time to do so with ones I have already opened.

Lenoviatre

XsephirothX — 2005-12-20T10:12:37-05:00

Ok...so I didn't get my comp back today cuz the ppl working on it are obviously retarted, how hard is it to wipe the memory off of a comp.??? Honestly???

Machiovelli

XsephirothX — 2005-12-22T01:12:06-05:00

Dangit....The ppl at the comp. fixy place are just now programming the comp, but my mouth has two ulcers in it and some kinda bite mark in which it's pain is so illustrious, I can hardly open my mouth entirely, feel sorry :(

Totalitarian, not tolitarian

XsephirothX — 2005-12-23T01:12:47-05:00

Well, today's just warming up to be a bowl full of sugar, the past few days haven't really led up to anything great either. Today, Brandon and I were gonna go see a movie, but, his parents wouldn't give him any money, so now I'm stuck here with some other poodle the cleaning woman left off and she's getting on my nerves, not to mention there is absolutely nothing to do, so if you have any sympathies, or just wanna post to be doin somethin, go ahead.

Got it

XsephirothX — 2005-12-23T04:12:45-05:00

I finally got my comp. back, been listening to Clutch, all of my stuff, well, some of my stuff was still on here, mostly all good stuff tho :D

OMFG

XsephirothX — 2005-12-24T02:12:00-05:00

I just found Sephiroth's Masamune on Ebay, but it's $146 and way too close to x-mas, plus there's a 6 day deadline :( :( :(

I'VE WANTED THIS THING SINCE I WAS SEVEN.....

Donatellavo

XsephirothX — 2005-12-26T09:12:13-05:00

My x-mas was ausom, I've been playing Raw vs. Smackdown 2006 more than anything, It's a very addicting game, but other than that my gifts from my brother today were pretty kool, I got a new wallet, and $60 to spend. Along with a bunch of clothes and a new black jacket!!!! I've been wanting one, Brandon came over and said he bought a new silver Gamecube, Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance, Final Fantasy IV for gamebody advance and anything else I forget, but that's about it, leave me some messages my peeps!

Welcoooooome, to the Soldier Side! Where there's no one here but meeeeeee

XsephirothX — 2005-12-28T07:12:49-05:00

Soldier Side is an ausom song, lol my cat just went, maaaaahhhhh, she wants attention today, anyway, that's pretty much how my day's goin, my brother left, ben called a numerous amount of times, but I was asleep and didn't feel like answerin it. I played svr 2006 alot today, very very fun game, but I've already said that before, yeahhhh...just rambling on right now.......yeah...leave me some.

First Attempt

XsephirothX — 2005-12-31T05:12:53-05:00

I made my first flash video, as soon as I can learn to host it, I'll put it on mindsay.

Mock-up

XsephirothX — 2006-01-01T05:01:40-05:00

This is a mockup of what the Yomomma Industries logos will look like

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/YI.jpg

Two new thingsss

XsephirothX — 2006-01-01T11:01:12-05:00

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/DRS5.jpg

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/DRS4.jpg

These are two new headers or w/e they can be used as lol

Snabbagooch

XsephirothX — 2006-01-04T09:01:40-05:00

Skool sux very much, I slept mostly when I got home, mrs. Pattie made us write a 5 paragraph essay about if we would want to switch places with someone else or not, I chose Tetsuya Nomura. I've still got my ulcers, which reminds me, I need to get some salt water in a minute. Brandon slept in today, that bastard lol, oh well, he'll be there tomorrow and he still has my Prince of Persia III game, oh well, that's all for me, cya.

ALL ABOOOOOARD!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!

XsephirothX — 2006-01-05T04:01:52-05:00

I finally got another drum key *thanks Jeremy* and my toms sound better than ever, oh and Brandon brought back my PoP III game, so I'll play that sometime or another. Tyler invited me to his b-day party Saturday and of course I'll go!!! I've never been to his house before so that'll be kool, anyway, In two of my classes, we have seating arrangements now!!!!! It sux!!!! And to top it off, I have possibly three tests tomorrow!!! GIMME A BREAK MAN!!!! Anywayz, I gg, THE ZATCH OUT!!!!!!!

Paying for a memory

XsephirothX — 2006-01-06T06:01:31-05:00

You know, sometimes I wish I could just pay a said amount of money for any kind of memory that I may have lost, or want to relive, you may think that's wierd but wouldn't it be kool if you could just watch your memories as a projection? You know, like sort of a video? And maybe someone could use that as a sort of time re-awakening, like, looking at your memories, in order to change the past, rather than a time machine....Yeah...a sort of brain wave manipulation machine.....lol, ok, I'm sure your tired of my rambling but anyway, cya!!!

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XsephirothX — 2006-01-07T12:01:56-05:00

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/TRLV.jpg People have seemed to like my latest creation, enjoy my peeps.

Dude prry

XsephirothX — 2006-01-07T11:01:18-05:00

Today was pretty kool, Tyler's b-day party was ausom, me, sam, jeremy, tyler, some other kid, jessie, ben, and perry were all there, they played random songs, while I pretended to play sam's guitar lol. Anyway, Ben came back to my house and is spendin the night, and caleb davis tried to prank call me, but he isn't good at disguising his voice, anyway, I gg, cya.

Da da dada da daaaaa WEEEEEEEE!!!

XsephirothX — 2006-01-08T02:01:10-05:00

Gotta love that kamikaze watermelon, anyway, yesterday was pretty kool, I got some more graphics out to some of my peeps, and brandon and andrew wanted me to go with them to the e-prise park, in which I rejected cuz, what's so amazing about a park? I'd rather go to someone's house than stand around doin nothin freezin my ass off, but thats just me. I just found out that my dad ate all the breakfast meals that were in the freezer, so now I have nothing to eat in the mornings, I'm gonna go and starve to death, cya.

So mad

XsephirothX — 2006-01-08T09:01:24-05:00

I was going to watch New Years Revolution today, but not even 2 minutes into it, it cut off and the stupid charter company can't fix the problem even though we already paid for it, ya know how much that pisses me off?????? I have nothing to do now, I have school tomorrow and I hate my classes cuz in two of em I have seating arrangements, and I just feel like this cycle of boredom and going to school everyday isn't going to end. Oh yeah, and might I add we have nothing to eat, I can't find any new songs to dl, and I'm growing even more paranoid every day, why can't some kind of immediate change take place? Some kind of universal shift to make my life not suck so much anymore? I'm tired of having to go through this stuff everyday, usually I'd just hold everything in, but I'm up to my neck in this crap now...anyway, thanks for reading this useless post, bye.

OCD

XsephirothX — 2006-01-09T09:01:24-05:00

Hey, sorry I blew up like that, I was just really frustrated and needed somewhere to vent, but luckily Shelby talked me down. *thnx* She and I figured out that we may have OCD >.> which is Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, I already know I have ADD, and I took medication for it, which helped, and I think I'm good for now, other than the effects of OCD, goin thru the same routine all the time, shakin my head alot, talkin to myself, and hmm, I always thought I was a schizo >.>. Well, I gg, cya.

Kwehhhh

XsephirothX — 2006-01-10T04:01:15-05:00

Today was actually pretty good, my classes were ok, I had a test in science and made a B in it, and in math we're starting some pretty easy stuff. *even tho I still sit in the front* In auto tech we had a sub and got to do pretty much whatever we wanted, and in fourth block we watched some more of "The glass menagarie" which is boring but it's better than doing nothin.

Oh and in the car ride home, me, brittany, and brandon were crammed in the back seat, we were talking about the military, isreali, russian, u.s, I got everyone laughing about my statement, josh said the israeli special forces will just randomly kick someone's ass, so I was like: "Let's randomly kick his ass!! I yi yi yi yi yi!!!" And they cracked up, oh and I came home and scratched my knuckle on the door, it's bleeding, maybe I should stop it, anyway, cya.

Weee skidney..

XsephirothX — 2006-01-11T04:01:59-05:00

Pretty kool day, to say the least >.>

I got a C on a math test today :D the passing streak continues, and we took our safety test and I made an 82 on it, but I think Mr. Goodson just did that cuz I didn't study for and he wanted me to at least fail it once, cuz I put liquid extinguisher and he marked it out and said the right answer was water >.>.

So yeah, my day was ok, there is this bump or somthin far in the back of my mouth that has been annoying me every time I eat something...yeah, random, but I gg, cya!!!!

Bleh

XsephirothX — 2006-01-11T07:01:09-05:00

Bologna sandwhiches for supper....nuff said, >.>

Owwww step aside for the cowboys from hell!!!!!!

XsephirothX — 2006-01-12T05:01:35-05:00

Today was pretty good, I woke up at 5:25, idk why, but I noticed my door was open and I just got up and closed it, I didn't even seem tired, it just seemed like it would be in the afternoon to me, but then I went to sleep and woke up at 6:00, and then I started to get tired lol WASSUP WITH THAT??! *inside joke*

Oh and in 4th block, we had been hearing about mrs. pattie's everlasting rat problem, and I had never seen a rat in a classroom before, but we were watching that boring movie *The glass menagerie* and I was kinda gettin into it I guess, then all of a sudden someone screamed in a very high pitched voice and everyone started getting on their desk tops and screaming, I didn't know what was going on until I heard someone scream, THERE'S THE RAT!!!! Lol, it was funny, we never caught it but we saw a baby rat, and for some reason someone confirmed that there was a mom rat and 5 other babies, so idk, may be a rumor, may not, as for me, I'm glad cuz it prolonged the class, but I gg now, cya!

dun diddly un dun

XsephirothX — 2006-01-13T07:01:24-05:00

Today was ok I guess, I don't really feel like describing the entire day cuz..it would take too long :)

Anyhow, I'm gonna try to see Tristan and Isolde with brandon and andrew later today, brandon most likely won't have enough money so I'm giving him a 20...Yeah, I'm a good friend, I know it, anyhow, leave me some comments so I can use my time wisely responding to everyone!!! CYA!!!!

Nayvermind

XsephirothX — 2006-01-13T08:01:40-05:00

Ok, thought we were going to see it, but andrew said he was tired so we're just gonna wait till tomorrow to see it, gah it's boring havin nothin to do....oh well, leave me some comments.

Ta ta ta

XsephirothX — 2006-01-13T10:01:37-05:00

Ben came over at about 9:00, I'm updating and he is playing soul calibur, oh and I'm also talkin to perry, yeahhh, leave me some.

Heere's my playlist

XsephirothX — 2006-01-14T01:01:10-05:00

Rammstein-Sonne
Muse-Hysteria
Rammstein-Zwitter
Rush-Tom Sawyer
SOAD-The Prison Song
Godsmack-Serenity
SOAD-Suite Pee
SOAD-Kill Rock N Roll
SOAD-Hypnotize
SOAD-U-Fig
SOAD-Viscinity Of Obscenity
SOAD-Soldier Side
Clutch-Whiskey and Rye
Clutch-The Mob Goes Wild
APC-Passive
MushroomHead-Solitaire Unraveling
Rage Against The Machine-Guerilla Radio
SOAD-RadioVideo
NiN-Only
Deftones-Change
HIM-Wings Of A Butterfly
Godsmack-Straight Out Of Line
Gorillaz-Feel Good Inc.
My Chemical Romance-Ghost Of You
Guns N Roses-Sweet Child Of Mine
Gorillaz-19-2000
Godsmack-Greed
Disturbed-Stricken

Bananananana

XsephirothX — 2006-01-14T05:01:45-05:00

Woot!!!!1!!11!!one!

I just put a pillow in my bass drum so it sounds alot better, once again, brandon, andrew and I are planning on seeing a movie tonight, what movie? Idk, but hopefully andrew isn't tired today like yesterday cuz it is frickin borin at home, that's about it, I'll leave ya some comments regardless of whether or not I see a movie, cya!

JackNot Green4

XsephirothX — 2006-01-15T12:01:43-05:00

Ok, today was pretty cool, when andrew showed up anyway, we played soul calibur for a bit then left to eat at little caesers, ok we didn't actually eat AT little caeser's we just got a pizza and ate it in the car, then we went to the movie theater and they didn't have Tristan and Isolde or Grandma's Boy so we just saw fun with dick and jane, my second time seeing it btw, then we went to wal-mart and I got some blank cd's, good deal, 50 for $12, anyway, we're at the house now and brandon and andrew are playing dragonball z budokai: tenkaichi and I am updating, leave me some!

HA HA HA HA HA HA

XsephirothX — 2006-01-15T02:01:56-05:00

Bored, yes, am bored, hmmm, what comes on tonight on tv.....help me out, idk....but I'm thirsty, might get somethin to drink, woke up and andrew, brandon were gone, so yea...leave me some comments :)

Geh..

XsephirothX — 2006-01-15T06:01:18-05:00

Gahhhh I am booorrrrrreeeeddd.......so many ppl choose to relax on sunday, yet, they can relax while talking to ppl!!! Others may have computer problems and that's fine, all I'm saying is that now that I have charter, I see no reason to sign out of yahoo, or anything else for that matter, but it would be alot better if I had somethin to do...which I don't..so...yeah....I'm also hungry but we just have bags of chips...can't fill up on those...mehhhhhh.

meh, bleh, geh, 3 words of randomness/boredom.

Aruggggg

XsephirothX — 2006-01-16T03:01:32-05:00

Bored again.....as usual.....I like staying at home by myself...but...there's nothin to do either way.....geh....I see that there are rarely any replies to my fewer posts and I apologize for not having anything to talk about >.> oh well, cya.

200th post

XsephirothX — 2006-01-16T08:01:15-05:00

This is my 200th post, ok so it's not that special, but I really had nothin else to talk about if you haven't read my other posts it's news to you, but I'm just lying on my bed and watching tv, than staring at the comp. screen and randomly getting up and sitting in front of it clicking refresh, very boring, I'm gg, cya.

Had homework

XsephirothX — 2006-01-17T05:01:56-05:00

Wow, today I actually had homework, but it's cool, cuz I did it already, now I'm talkin to shelby on yahoo and am eating some wierd steak stuff, my day was ok I guess, except for the homework thing, but anywayz, I'll let you read somethin interestin, cya.

Guess the lyrics

XsephirothX — 2006-01-17T09:01:26-05:00

Guess what song these lyrics are from and who sings it.

"Victoria's gone forever, only memories remain, she passed away, she was so young."

Meh

XsephirothX — 2006-01-18T04:01:56-05:00

Today was rather boring, I had homework again, just math homework though, I'm done with it, I got some tests back today, the passing streak continues ;)

This morning rob flashed the dang mirror reflection in both my eyes while Shelby was trying to talk to me, so Shelby I apologize for that :( :)

Anyway, I'm gg, cya.

Into the abyss

XsephirothX — 2006-01-18T10:01:23-05:00

Ok, this friday me and some friends are goin to see Underworld Evolution, I've been tryin to ask people if they wanted to go, cuz it's always good to have alot of ppl goin with ya :D

And even if you have no idea what the movie's about, come anyway! :) We'll fill you in and it just allows us to hang, correct?

So come on down to...idk which theater....and watch Underworld Evolution, we have no idea what it's rated, but we're goin and we're gonna watch it....ok...cya.

PAINT THE STREETS IN WHITE!!!!

XsephirothX — 2006-01-19T09:01:04-05:00

Sup all one and every of the nation.

See how I mixed that up ;)

Anyway, goin to see Underworld Evo. tomorrow, and it's gonna be teh ausomness, that's about all I've got to talk about pretty much.....so...cya.

Tein amauldic

XsephirothX — 2006-01-22T02:01:23-05:00

To the men and women that have enjoyed the phantasmagorical, yet swaying mood of "The Zatch's" blog, I thank ye. Nowwww......what to say.....ya know, this really isn't a thanking post, I just needed somethin to fill up space ><

Hmmm.....gotta lova ff7 and chrono cross.....too bad I couldn't go with yall to caleb davis's today!!!! I felt like crap, I sorry :(

It really felt hot at the movie theater though, and for some odd reason I didn't get somethin to drink with my popcorn, so, idk, maybe that had somethin to do with it, I maybe should have gotten something to drink at mcdonalds.

Ummm....to all that are goin to the band dance on Feb. 4th? Idk the correct date, HAVE FUN...AND...and...UMMM....BE SAFE!!!!!

AUSSI AUSSI AUSSI OY OY OY!!! AUSSI AUSSI AUSSI OY OY OY!!!

AUSSI OY AUSSI OY AUSSI OY!!!

AUSSI AUSSI AUSSI!!! OY OY OY!!!

OHNE DICH!!!!!

XsephirothX — 2006-01-22T04:01:44-05:00

Hello...to...all...or maybe just a couple ppl >.>

ANYWAY

I'm thirsty and we don't have any coke >.>

We also, don't have any HOTPOCKETS........

just mainly chips and stuff....

those can't fill you up....

But I'm just sittin here.....

Watchin tv....

Throw thy mercy at my feet :)

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAH

I win...

Just noticed

XsephirothX — 2006-01-22T09:01:07-05:00

I've noticed that in the song "Bat country" by Avenged Sevenfold, that in the *guitar solo* as you could call it, sounds alot like Dream Theater, just somethin I noticed, if you have too, please reply.

Also, the yelling at the beginning of that song is hard to do lol

Lalaummmm

XsephirothX — 2006-01-23T07:01:33-05:00

Allo, every2, meh had pizza, was ok, downloaded sims, it's fun, hmmm, yeahhhh...that's about it...cya.

Big brother over in two days

XsephirothX — 2006-01-24T07:01:07-05:00

Ok, big brother: the sims edition, is over in just two days, first everyone moved in, consisting of: Andrew Brandon, Me, Shelby, Sam, Perry, Tyler, and Ben. On the second day, I gave everyone in the house jobs, several lost jobs and several were promoted, but when Ben finally tried to cook on the oven, it set fire and nobody attempted to extinguish it, while everyone was engulfed in the fiery madness, tyler collapsed onto the kitchen floor, and woke up to see that everyone was dead, so tyler wins big brother: the sims edition!!!!!!!

Some kinda thing that was blognapped

XsephirothX — 2006-01-25T06:01:20-05:00

1) Marissa

2) Lindsay

3) Brandon

4) Brittany

5) Andrew

6) Jeremy

7) Sam

8) Tyler

9) Shelby

10) Josh

11) Emily

12) Ben

13) Perry

14) Jwill

15) Whitney

--Is #3 your best friend? I don't classify best friends

--What would you do if the person in #8 was the mother/father of your child? >.> i'd officially be freaked out

--Would you ever make-out with the person in #1? Idk, depends if we were going out

--Have you ever had an R-rated dream with the person #4 involved? No

--dreamed of kissing the person in #15? Umm, I don't think so

--What type of music does #7 enjoy listening to? Metal

--What size clothing does #14 wear? Idk

--Would #1 & #4 make a cute couple? lol no

--Is # 2 a guy or a girl? girl

--Have you ever cried over #6? Nope

--Have you ever seen #3 cry? Nope

--Would you give your life for #5? Sure

--Do you think #9 will get married? Probably

--How do you think person #10 will die? Apocalypse

--Is there anything that the person in #13 is overly obessed with? metallica

--Does #11 have an obsession with shiny objects? idk

--Does #12 have any siblings? I think

--Is #13 a caffeine addict? i dunno

--What color hair does #14 have? Black/Brown ?

--How far does #15 live from you? no idea

--What is #14’s favorite color? black or red

--Have you ever been on a date with #3? Hell no

--Does #2 have any secret lovers? i don't think so

--What would you do if #13 turned out to be your lover? I'd jump off a cliff

--Is #6 innocent? Not that I know of

--Can you picture #2 & #5 having a kid together? Nope

--What if the person in #1 proclaimed their love for you? Hmm, I'd be surprised

--Has the person in #3 ever visited a foreign country? Idk

--How far does #5 live from you? Not far

--What would you do if you found out #4 was secretly your father who traveled back in time to see you? It would be impossible

--What is #6’s last name? Grissett

--Do you find #8 to be attractive? >.> <.< Not really

--Give a random fact about #7? He's random :D

--Can #9 speak more than two languages? She can speak some spanish

--Does #11 spend hours surfing the web? Nah

--What is one of #12’s hobbies/interests? Dude tater guns

--What is #13’s middle name? Idk

--Would #2 marry #14? Nah

Grouched over, you were not there, living in fear

XsephirothX — 2006-01-28T01:01:09-05:00

Ok, yesterday was ausom, even though I didn't get to see underworld evolution again, I'd say it turned out better, andrew and brandon showed and said we were goin to joshes, so we got some faygo root beer, and showed up there, listened to music, made a big ass fire, ran around without our shirts on lol *only once* then we went inside, played halo, watched a movie called lady death. Annnd, after that we went to wendy's, then went to the park where we tried out every single park play goody lol, then we walked around and talked about shit, messed with the ducks, then we left and Neenan crashed at my house. This mornin Neenan, and Caleb Davis wanted to eat, so we went to Hardees and then randomly showed up at Brandon's house, but he seemed pissed for some odd reason, oh well, when Andrew shows up later, he'll go to Brandon's regardless and I'll go along with him, cya.

Looks like you have a good neighborhood, guys skipping to my loo..????

XsephirothX — 2006-01-29T01:01:55-05:00

Ey, nothing much has happened since my last update, talking, eating, breathing, yeah all that, but yeah...umm...yeah.

Pringles are good, I found a way to shoot a cap off a pringles canister and make it actually hurt.

Now I'm watchin standup, they're having some kinda comedian challenge thing today and it's funny, cuz that means, several of my favorite comedians are gonna be on, I just saw Nick Swardson, and now Dat Phan is on, hilarious stuff!!!

Anyway, I'm gonna go, we'll be right back with more chapelle show

One wish

XsephirothX — 2006-01-30T08:01:48-05:00

If I had one wish, I'd wish for something that would make me eternally immortal, without being so powerful. I'd wish for prosperity in the disguise of care. Something so illustrious also being so beautiful. If I had one wish, pessimism would be reflected by a power so great, any other manipulative force would feel as if it were a mere fly, struggling to get out of a windowsill. My thoughts aren't any tool of the gods, although some think my future is the prophecy of a deity himself. With such great power within the confines of my cerebellum, another side falls past hunger, it goes into a state of schizophrenic demise, not darkness, but something greater, something hidden...

This is something I came up with, I used to write poetry so I won't lie and say it's my first time expressing my mind lol Tell me what you think ;)

I KNOW THE PIECES FIT!!! I KNOW THE PIECES FIT!!!

XsephirothX — 2006-02-01T07:02:57-05:00

Danney Carey is crazy on that last part of 'Schism'

anyway, my day was ok and kinda got bad toward the end of school, being so our teacher gave us 14 pages of homework, and I finally got it completed :D

Later ben and jessie showed up for some random reason, and we played this wierd game on addictinggames.com where you drop a boneless girl onto a bunch of balls....it's not perveted trust me lol

oh and american vocalists have nothin on Utada Hikaru and Kyo.

Anasthetic Inunciation

XsephirothX — 2006-02-02T11:02:32-05:00

Many Citizens are under the spell of such governmental mediocity, that it's taken anarchistic driven teenagers like ourselves to show everyone the depths of pure common sense and truth beyond the lies of such subliminal satists. It's true that many of these people were talented with that they did, but look at it from this angle, several of them were: perverted, satanic, homosexual, demented and just plain remedial. If you go to school with me you'll know some of what I'm talking about. It drives me crazy when someone complains about me being and I quote "Weird" when normal isn't something I want to be after seeing our world leaders prove to us that normal can't run a country. I believe that it will take some state of disillusional warfare, to sink our thoughts and facts into these hard headed jackasses. Look at George W. Bush, our president, and a stupid ass president to boot, does anyone know what he was doing at the time of 9/11??? He was reading a book to a kindergarten class in Florida!!!! And when one of his agents came in to tell him about it, he just sat there!!!! What did he do after that to retaliate? He sent fewer soldiers into Afghanistan than security guards we have in Manhattan. Then he tricks the nation into going after Iraq...

It's amazing at how stupid we've become by buying into the media, I'm not a big fan of Green Day, but have you actually tried to listen to the lyrics in 'American Idiot'? If not, listen!!!!! Every bit of it is true, and for the preps that think heavy metal is just abunch of screaming, have you noticed that heavy metal is the hardest form of music to play next to classical??? Yet they call us losers, yeah, I'm proud to be on the losers side of the fence rather than the drugged up preppy side known as normal. I at least want to live to see some things happen or change in this case. I want to have a kid, yeah, I said it, I want to raise my son/daughter into something better than what I've become, I had to change my lifestyles halfway through because I fucked up earlier on. Also, I'm not trying to be a martyr or anything, but ever think about this? When something good happens, who does everyone give credit to?? GOD!!!!!! Ever think that we could be thanking ourselves or giving ourselves credit for OUR hard work????

Look, I'm not sorry if I offended some people in this entry, the truth has to be told and known, and little kid cartoons aren't going to teach that truth to the next generation, we have to, it's our knowledge that got us here, and it's our knowledge that's gonna keep us going....so the next time you think about any of these subjects...remember what I told you.

YOUR MY BOY BLUE!!!

XsephirothX — 2006-02-04T04:02:43-05:00

Yesterday, ben, jessie and I went to wal-mart to goof off, we saw jeremy there and talked to him for a bit. Then we just went around to diff. isles and messed with crap. We also went into the fun center and played random arcade games lol, then some chick said I looked like one of her friends and took a pic of me while I was sitting in a nascar seat lol, but yeah that was pretty much my day, cya.

The dark age

XsephirothX — 2006-02-06T07:02:31-05:00

These are the days of the dark age!!!! HINDER!!!

Idk where that came from but anyway

Am I the only one who notices the ausom-ness of Muse????

well, here's some more random ranting.

CONTINUE TO CHERISH THE DREAMS OF THE PAST, FOR THEY SHALL REMAIN DREAMS AND SHATTER OVER TIME!!!!

Hide nothing

XsephirothX — 2006-02-06T10:02:25-05:00

Ok, is there someone out there who's getting upset with my un-christian like ways???? If so, please tell me who you are, I'm pagan and shall continue to be pagan, ok? I don't have to go to church if I don't want, that's something I choose not to do. Of course you may care about where I go and all but dude, that's my choice, not yours, so if you have the guts, reply to this saying it was you, I'm not upset, just kinda puzzled as to why you wouldn't come out and tell me yourself, I'm an open person and will talk about anything.

George W. Bush is an idiot

XsephirothX — 2006-02-07T07:02:54-05:00

Just to prove how dumb "Dubya" is, I've compiled some quotes taken from random staff meetings and such.

"I was raised in the West. The west of Texas. It's pretty close to California. In more ways than Washington, D.C., is close to California."

"It's clearly a budget. It's got a lot of numbers in it."

"Rarely is the question asked: Is our children learning?"

"It's time for the human race to enter the solar system."

"It isn't pollution that's harming the environment. It's the impurities in our air and water that are doing it."

"I have made good judgments in the past. I have made good judgments in the future."

"What I am against is quotas. I am against hard quotas, quotas they basically delineate based upon whatever. However they delineate, quotas, I think, vulcanize society. So I don't know how that fits into what everybody else is saying, their relative positions, but that's my position."

"The vast majority of our imports come from outside the country."

Oh and check this picture out.

http://www.shanemcdonald.com/laughs/bushbook1.jpg

Say it with me

XsephirothX — 2006-02-09T10:02:44-05:00

NiN = PWNAGE

SCREAM IT LOUD!!!!

The Zatch never dissapoints

XsephirothX — 2006-02-12T10:02:03-05:00

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/DrS6.jpg

Sam, Tyler, Jessie, this style is a little different from the usual just cuz of the texture I decided to use, but I hope you like it :D

O'le O'le O'le O'le

XsephirothX — 2006-02-12T10:02:56-05:00

deathquencher: Olay Olay Olay Olayyyy
deathquencher: WRONG
deathquencher: it's Ol'e
Shelby Adcock: lol you must be wired on s/t...
deathquencher: actually, maybe it's O'le
deathquencher: It's a soccer chant lol
Shelby Adcock: lol i know
deathquencher: yayyy
deathquencher: Viva la Pele!
deathquencher: I'm just drinkin moon mist
Shelby Adcock: lol
deathquencher: as hard as it is to believe, it's a real drink
deathquencher: from SSSSSEGA
deathquencher: nah
deathquencher: it's really from faygo

Man...Lee...Lemon!. Lee man

Conversation

XsephirothX — 2006-02-15T10:02:24-05:00

This is a conversation I had earlier between my mind and I.

Me: " Why do people strive to accomplish goals when the sun will bring about their imminent death?"

Mind: " Gah..honestly anyone would think after what I taught you, you'd know that question."

Me: " Well, take it away almighty one."

Mind: " It's obvious, certain people are taught, never to think about the future, even if you fathom the greatness of the apocalypse it will bring about in the near or far future."

Me: " But still, people should think for themselves, if the sun is going to incinerate us all, why not just quicken the process?"

Mind: " Because, people feel like they need to accomplish something to make themselves feel great. They can't just spontaneously pop a feeling out of the emotion bottle and swallow it."

Me: " Don't get me wrong, I have to at least look forward to something in the future to have any energy at all for the present time."

Mind: " I know, your telling me this as if we just met."

Me: " Oh, sorry, well, back to the original subject, if people need to make themselves feel full of accomplishment, why do they abide by the rules and make the process even harder?"

Mind: " Simple, the government: however early in life people find out about the sun being a star and putting two and two together to reach the answer that our time here is short, the government poisons their minds with lies, lies so outrageously believable, that even the smartest of beings will fall subject to it's trickery. Even you believed some of the propoganda they were throwing out, at an early age nonetheless, but you believed them."

Me: " Yeah, I know..."

Mind: " That's when I came along, aren't you glad I rid you of all the lies and left enough for self judgment?"

Me: " Well, it sure did make me alot more spiteful.."

Mind: " So what, power comes with a price."

Me: " Dude, I got held back to the 10th grade because I didn't have any willpower to complete anything."

Mind: " So, your staying with friends at least, would you rather be even smarter but be held back with some group of people you don't know?"

Me: " No, but I'm going to become even smarter without your help, I'm doing it on my own."

Mind: " Oh come now, you start this conversation talking about other people's problems, then you assault me for what I did for you?"

Me: " Quite frankly, I would have rather stayed the way I was."

Mind: " Look, there is a difference between, book smarts, street smarts, and philosophical knowledge, I gave you the last two."

Me: " True, but because of that I forgot near about everything I learned in school, and had to learn it back like it was the first time being there."

Mind: " Look, I know for a fact that your better off now than before. Your knowledge of religion was crap before, but now, you know the truth and you have no fear of death, what more could you want?"

Me: " How about freedom?"

Mind: " You can give that to yourself."

Me: " I know that, but at the moment I'm thinking your missing the real point, how about freedom that has some kind of ending, not eternal happiness, not eternal morbicidy, but eternal freedom, if something happens, let me be able to go back and correct it, maybe even...a spirit."

Mind: " Maybe I let your mind become to carefree.."

Me: " Maybe you just suck at doing your job."

Mind: " Haha, job you say, this isn't my job, I was dealt with this and now you will be too."

Me: " Dealt with this, pfft, you just have no life is all."

Mind: " No life? What is that even supposed to mean toward me?"

Me: " I don't even know anymore, you've driven me to think like this.."

Mind: " I've driven you to greatness, so what if you don't have some of the simpler things in life, I gave you knowledge far greater than half of the beings in junior colleges right now! And what do you do, you use it for poetry and guidance..."

Me: " What would you rather I use it for? Destruction? Geez, earlier in my life if I had the other essentials to make that come true don't you think I would have done it already??"

Mind: " Maybe so, maybe not, but I gave you the feeling of loss, loss strengthened you, it made you taste reality for what it really is...but maybe you'll never actually realize what I'm trying to say, so until next time, I bid you adieu.."

Brazil!!!

XsephirothX — 2006-02-16T05:02:31-05:00

BRAZIL QUALIFIED FOR THE WORLD CUP!!!!!!!!

Boondocks.

XsephirothX — 2006-02-16T11:02:06-05:00

"I am the stone that the builder refused, I am the visual, the inspiration that made ladies sing the blues."

BAM!

XsephirothX — 2006-02-21T08:02:07-05:00

Ok, my day was like dis

In 2nd block, I got called to the office cuz I didn't get my tetanus shot, well, it isn't that I don't like needles or anything, I actually don't mind them, it's just I wanted to see how far I could go until a fire was lit under their asses and they actually started threatening to suspend me rather than sending papers home so my dad could look at em lol

After that, I saw somethin on tv that told about people being in relationships and wandering eyes, well, my comment on that, your eyes are gonna wander regardless, it isn't like your mind shifts completely if your in a relationship, and of course if your not, duh, your eyes will move like a friggin road runner. But yeah, it's ok to look around, hell I look around all the time :D But that's cuz I'm a guy, I mean, come on, realllly, even metro's look around sometimes, I think...anyway, that's just how guys are, so..pooya.

SUGAHHH/JETPILO...

XsephirothX — 2006-02-22T10:02:21-05:00

I've prbly already put lyrics for this song but that's cuz it's teh ausomness

The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)

Well I'm not there all the time you know
Some people, some people, some people,
Call it insane, yeah they call it insane, (sugar)
I play Russian roulette everyday, a man's sport,
With a bullet called life, yeah called life,(sugar)
You know that every time I try to go
Where I really want to be,
It's already where I am,
Cause I'm already there….(sugar)

The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray, (sugar)

I got a gun the other day from Sako,
It's cute, small, fits right in my pocket,
Yeah, right in my pocket, (sugar)
My girl, you know,
she lashes out every sometimes,
And I just fucking kick her,
and then ooh baby, she's O.K. (sugar)
People are always chasing me down,
Trying to push my face to the ground,
Where all they really want to do,
Is suck out my mother fucking brains, my brains (sugar).

The kombucha mushroom people,
Sitting around all day,
Who can believe you,
Who can believe you,
Let your mother pray~,

I sit, in my desolate room, no lights, no music,
Just anger, I've killed everyone,
I'm away forever, but I'm feeling better,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
Fuck you, it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
How do I feel, What do I say,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away,
In the end it all goes away.

And this song is teh ausomness as well, SOAD PwNaGe!!!!!11!1!1!ONE!!ELEVEN!!

Wired were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay,
Wired were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay.

My horse, is a shackled old man,
His, his remorse, was that he couldn't survey,
The skies, right before,
Right before they went gray,
My horse and my remorse,
Flying over a great bay

Wired were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay,
Wired were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay.

My, source, is the source of all creation,
Her, discourse, is that we all don't survey
The skies, right before,
Right before they go gray,
My source, and my remorse,
Flying over a great bay,

Wired were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay,
Wired were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay
Where were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay,
Where were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay.

Wired were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay,
Wired were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay
Where were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay,
Where were the eyes of a horse on a jet pilot,
One that smiled when he flew over the bay.

PLUTONIUM WEDDING RINGS

XsephirothX — 2006-02-25T03:02:55-05:00

I CAN PLAY THE OPENING TO I-E-A-I-A-I-O NOW!!!!

But anyway, yeah, sam's was kool, we got three pizza's from hungry howie's, and on the way out of the lot, I saw some asian, and I went WOOOO!!!! Don't guess he heard me though, but afterward, we played DnD somewhat and almost got killed by a Necro, but thanks to me ol dwarven axe, we succeeded ;) we went from the old house to new house frequently to make sure are minds were focused, then the next day, which is today, we went home and my dad kept talkin about a new cell phone, I mean, damn, this isn't fair, he got a LG cameraphone and he's got two more other regular cell phones, how many do I have? NONE, he said you can use this one sometimes too, and I don't want to effin share cell phones, if I'm getting one, I want one for my own.

My own Quiz

XsephirothX — 2006-03-01T04:03:31-05:00

Ok, ya know how people blognap quizzes? Well, I'VE MADE MY OWN, ok so it's not completely of my own volition, but the questions aren't just computer generated, this is from the mind of Z'atch.

1. What is my favorite band?

2. What's my favorite song from my favorite band?

3. Whose voices can I imitate?

4. What company do I wanna work for?

5. What instrument do I play?

6. Who is my idol?

7. What is my favorite movie?

8. Whose my favorite Soccer team?

9. What's meh favorite drink?

10. And finally....What's my favorite mythological creature????

...

XsephirothX — 2006-03-20T07:03:06-05:00

There is probably no meaning to life, just try and find something interesting to do while your alive.

Take the time

XsephirothX — 2006-03-23T11:03:46-05:00

Hmm, some things really puzzle me, why are people stereotypical and why are others afraid of death?

Being stereotypical basically shows how insecure someone can be, for instance: Ooo, he wears black and acts weird, he must be a satan worshipper, that nerd!

For one, call me a nerd, I don't care, you can call me whatever you want, I still wouldn't care

As for the other: Big deal, I wear black, but that doesn't mean that I worship satan, but oh wait, you've never talked to me, so how would you know anything about me, huh?

On the account of death, seriously, why are people afraid of death, if your a christian, and have lived a good life, then you would go to heaven even if you did die right?

ALSO, I notice that several people don't take the time to read jargan like this because of it's logical significance, and that is another reason some people aren't as highly educated >.> but that's a different story.

So how about take the time to read logical stuff like this? Rather than reading about someone's weekend, or how big a scab they got while riding a bike, it may do you some good to research thist stuff in the future.

Theories and Quotes

XsephirothX — 2006-03-24T02:03:44-05:00

I've been philosophizing a bit and I want to know what you think about my theories on life.

*Some of these may not be directly from my thoughts, but I choose to live by them.*

"There probably isn't any meaning to life, but perhaps you can find something interesting to do while your alive." -Orochimaru-

"Death is imminent, peace doesn't last forever." -Me-

"I find that you have a certain presence of mind and a set amount of energy each day, now if you fall asleep and start the day anew, that presence of mind and set energy differ. However, if there could be a way to keep your presence of mind and energy forever without harming yourself with drugs, then you would be complete." -Me-

"Vision is the gateway to most pain." -Me-

"I really see a fine line between Earthen and Universal knowledge, and theoretical truth's, the first one, that's the one school's try to hammer into your head, the second one, that's the one that seperates you from god himself." -Me-

Be unto me as servant or foe

XsephirothX — 2006-04-04T10:04:06-05:00

Decipher my subject and you get a cookie

Rtardedr

XsephirothX — 2006-04-25T06:04:10-05:00

Rpery si os sdtupi, hwta a ckuifn rtarde, eh knhtis stuj ucz eh sah a rca sh'e oth hsit. Nda I ntd'o tinhk hvngia na lenino fg si eht sbet tingh ni hte wlrod. ssumbda

Arseholes

XsephirothX — 2006-04-27T04:04:12-05:00

HAHA, apparently I'm an asshole, WOWWWWW, anyone wanna try to upset ME!?!? Purely impossible, Perry: " Maybe nobody likes you!" HAHAHAAHAHAH, Ya know what Perry, I really could care less if I wasn't liked, Satan seems to be getting along with that fact so I can too.

I don't keep thoughts to myself, I let em fly, boo fuckidy hoo if ya don't like em, I don't call myself mean, I call myself truthful, and WELL SPOKEN!!!

HA...HA...

XsephirothX — 2006-04-27T10:04:19-05:00

Damn, how smart am I? I feel that some are somewhat...scared, at the fact that my sense of humor can be quite gruesome? HAHA, fun sounding, I just woke up a couple of minutes ago from 5:00, I'm hungry more than anything you can imagine, my eyes are heavy, and lol not to mention my kidneys are damaged beyond repair! Talk about wanting early death, oh and just to mention I haven't eaten supper in about two or three days, WHY CAN'T SOME THINGS JUST HAPPEN RATHER THAN WAITING FOR THEM IN MANY DIRECTIONS HUH?

Nine inch Nails

XsephirothX — 2006-06-07T10:06:55-05:00

I just got back from a NiN concert at 2:00 this morning, and...IT WAS FUCKING AUSOM!!!! I suggest if NiN is ever in concert near you, go see them, because the way they perform is to goddamn perfection. I got a shirt btw, and it pwns as well. I went with Josh, Neenan, Andrew, Adam and Mercedes, we went from Birmingham to Elba in an hour and forty six minutes, hellz yeah.

I'M GONNA GETCHA HULK HOGAN!!!

XsephirothX — 2006-06-13T08:06:02-05:00

As some of you may know....my computer was severely attacked by pop-ups....on..Sunday...or Saturday...I don't remember...but it happened...and I gave it to Josh for him to fix it, he said I should have it back by either Wednesday or Thursday, I don't remember which. But anyway, I'm on my dad's computer, in my room...yeah...I moved the tower. For those of you who watch Wrestling..

ECW...TONIGHT...FUCK YEAH!!!! RVD IS TEH CHAMP!!!!! I KNEW IT WOULD HAPPEN!!!! HE'S BEEN SCREWED OUT OF THE TITLE BEFORE, WELL LOOK AT HIM NOW, HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah....I'll just leave these few lines from a song, by ADAM SANDLER.

"I hate love, I hate you, I hate me..."

Your never there

XsephirothX — 2006-06-15T08:06:30-05:00

Ok, just found out I'm getting my comp back friday rather than today. I've been playing Raw vs. Smackdown 2006 alot, general manager mode pwns. I can't wait for svr2007 to come out though, cuz you can upload your own songs into the game and use them as entrance music, hellz yeah. I recently dl'd Ares for my dad's comp, sorry but not having music at my disposal was killing me. I now weigh 125 lbs. yeah I know, I used to weigh 135. ten pound difference geniuses >.> Myspace is ok, I mean, hardly anyone checks blogs on there, and profile editing is getting a bit boring now, especially when it's kinda full. People leave me several comments, a bit too much I think >.> but if you don't think so, just check for yourself http://www.myspace.com/xsephx

Take this fuckin quiz right damn now

XsephirothX — 2006-06-16T06:06:50-05:00

http://www.quizyourfriends.com/quizpage.php?quizname=060616065050-368424&

Death..

XsephirothX — 2006-06-26T02:06:56-05:00

My dog frosty....well, here goes: I had noticed there was something wrong with frosty's eye this morning, it was sealed shut with some kind of gray matter, I told my dad about it and we both took her to a vet in enterprise. The vet said she was poisoned somehow, and that it had been in her system too long, so they had to put her to sleep.

Sometimes...I wonder...why must I feel loss more than most people do, is God readying me for something? Somehow strengthening me? Am I going to be alone when I face it? I also feel, sometimes, that my life is different than most others, like...a main character in a video game, you can personify him directly, you know he's different then the others. Whatever the reason, everything must end.

Summater Schnool

XsephirothX — 2006-06-29T08:06:39-05:00

Summer school isn't so bad, I mean I'd rather stay at home, but it isn't so bad. I'm still waiting for final fantasy nine and the strategy guide to come in, oh and I can get my comp's memory wiped, get about 200-300 bits of memory put into it and a hell of alot more ram.

Fireworks Hyjinks

XsephirothX — 2006-07-05T12:07:41-05:00

I was at a party last night, which was kickass by the way, thanks for havin us over Traci. Now, I did have time to scare the neighbor with a smokebomb when he woke up, and I've done some pretty funny stuff in past years, like having roman candle wars, or putting cherry bombs in people's mailboxes, those were the days....

Check it

XsephirothX — 2006-07-09T10:07:56-05:00

"A pro isn't someone who sacrifices himself for a job, that's just a fool." -Reno-

Family Values Tour

XsephirothX — 2006-07-10T11:07:55-05:00

I'm going to the family values tour in florida, it's gonna be kickshit, I just mainly wanna see Dir en Grey, but there are gonna be about 9 other bands there so it's all good. The tickets are about $50.00 too, but I think it's a pretty good deal considering the number of bands that are gonna be there, ttyl bitches.

Hot badger fuckin

XsephirothX — 2006-07-14T08:07:03-05:00

My computer still isn't fixed, my dad's a lazy asshole, and I haven't made a wallpaper or sig in idk how long, it's really starting to irritate me, even more for the fact that I had to clean up the entire house today because my brother is visiting this weekend, not my dad, but myself, had to clean up the entire house. Also, I've been philosophising as well, but what's new <.< I've come to find that people don't control fate, fate controls people, for instance: Say there is this bum who has no money at all, I mean come on, why else would he be called a bum? Anyway, he decides to get a job, and by that action, he thinks he is changing fate, when in fact, it was fate that he got the job in the first place, so he followed it rather than changing it.

Also, IQ tests are lame and ridiculous, because, if you give someone an IQ test, then that isn't going to test their true knowledge, because they could very well guess on the test, or just not be bothered to try on it. To conduct a true IQ test, you would need to be hooked up to a machine with little tubules and suction cups attached to your head..

"Ask upon your question to the all knowing Wayne, and he will deliver unto you the answer of correctitude, regardless of your limited ability to comprehend it." -Wayne "The main brain" Mclaine-

Immoral Rhythm

XsephirothX — 2006-07-26T08:07:45-05:00

Dun dun *clap* dun dun dun *clap* Feel the immoral rhythm. Dun dun *clap* dun dun dun *clap*

Obey that which leads you to immortality.

Allow fear and respect to merge.

Live only to thrive for more.

Look up to your ruler.

He pities you.

Die.

Songz

XsephirothX — 2006-07-26T08:07:48-05:00

Step 1: Get your playlist together, put it on random and play!
Step 2: Pick your favorite lines from the first 15 songs that play!
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song the lines come from!
Step 4: Cross out the songs when someone guesses correctly

1. Aren't you tired of being weak?
Such rage that you could scream. All the stars right out of the sky
And destroy the prettiest starry night. every evening that I die.

2. We are the energy
We are the same as you
Take everything you need
We are the answer to
The broken, breaking through
Take everything from me

3. The dark, dark sunday our blood stains. You can't save yourself, the dark, dark sunday our blood stains. One day I will fuck your parents.

4. Cuz I want it now, I want it now, give me your heart and your soul, I'm breakin out, I'm breakin out, and I swear to lose control.

5. How did we get here, what are we alive for? Give me a reason to murder my idol. Save your faith for the faithless, we need it most.

6. We know where you are and we're coming, let's see you say this shit to our face. 30/30-150 remembers, 30/30-150 hates.

7. I've been walking, I've been waiting, in the shadows of my time. I've been searching, I've been living, for tomorrow, all my life.

8. Far away
The ship is taking me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die

9. Life will flash before my eyes
So scattered and lost
I want to touch the other side
And no one thinks they are to blame
Why can't we see
That when we bleed we bleed the same

10. Lose control
Increasing pace
Warped and bewitched
Intention erased

11. (You set my soul alight)
Glaciers melting in the dead of night
And the superstars sucked into the supermassive

12. We fought him hard, we fought him well, out on the plains we gave him hell. But how many came, too much for Cree? Oh will we ever be set free.

13. ~~Nothing hurts my world, just affects the ones around me. When sin's deep in my blood, you'll be the one to fall.~~

14. I tried to drive all through the night. The heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights. No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.

15. ~~I've felt the hate rise up in me, kneel down and clear the stone of leaves. I'll wonder out where you can't see, inside my shell I wait and bleed.~~

mupid stutherfucker

XsephirothX — 2006-07-31T01:07:47-05:00

I got back from Atlanta today to see that my blog still sucks :D

I was in Atlanta visiting my brother along with my two cousins who had never been there before.

It was my fourth or fifth time there, cha.

We played football alot, on ps2, not in real life, the game was NCAA 2007. I pwnd everyone btw.

We also went to see the Braves play the Mets at Turner Field, was a good game actually, even though the Braves lost 6-10.

If Chuck James hadn't given away that grand slam at the beginning, we would have won, they only scored about three times after he was taken out.

Then I got home and my jaw started hurting, I finally got my x-box back from my cousin and have been meaning to play KOTOR, but the saved games I have on it probably suck.

Muse rocks

There's a pulse....he's..... ALIVE!!

XsephirothX — 2006-12-10T02:12:03-05:00

GOOOOOOOOOOODDAMN! It's been a long ass time!!!!!

Wooo have I been busy, graphics, friends, girls, the little man in my head, it all keeps me busy!!! Let's not forget drumming of course :D

For my graphical fans, I'll show you all some stuff I've made over the time that I've been gone.

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/Signatures/420.jpg

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/Signatures/Mushroomhead-sig.gif

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/Signatures/dir-zach.gif

http://i6.photobucket.com/albums/y204/-APC-/Signatures/Seph-sig-1.gif

I deleted mostly all the other stuff but tell me what ya think.

I've been anxiously awaiting x-mas, AMONG my list of games, I got one early, FINAL FANTASY XII, hellz yeah you read it right. Here are the ones I'm actually going to have to rip some paper to get to.

DBZ: Tenkaichi 2
Smackdown Vs. Raw 2007
Guitar Hero II

Yep, that's about it, I don't ask for much :D

Hmm, I was everclose to a relationship wouldn't ya know, but it didn't turn out the way I planned, I'll give ya details if ya ask.

Right now I'm just taking life one step at a time, hell sometimes I won't even walk, I'll just stand here :D

For those who actually think of visiting my blog, cuz I noticed the last visit was sometime in November, COME BACK AND LOOK AT IT.

Oh by the way, I have myspace now, it's a whole lot better, peep my link.

http://www.myspace.com/xsephx

Either go to it or be indulged in sock rolling classes for the rest of your life.

HA HA HA HAAAAAAAAAAAA

"Don't I know you?" "Yeah, I'm the guy you wish you were."

"There is no alias within "The-Zatch" You'll know it's me...but will you like it?"

Mind splurge

XsephirothX — 2006-12-20T04:12:39-05:00

I hate wiggers who think they're badass at Halo.

Or any other game for that matter, the way they taunt is stupid, retarted and just plain redundant.

Yes I'm speaking in relation to half the wigger tards that go to the Halo competitions and scream out redundant shit as they are moving around, it's just annoying.

Retarrrted

XsephirothX — 2007-02-23T07:02:47-05:00

Should I talk slower like you're a retard? Should I talk slower like you're retarrrted?

Yo they think you're dumb
I think you're smart
No, wait, I lied
I think you're dumb

Get it
Get it
Get it
You just dont get it
Get it
Get it
Get it

You stupid motherfucker
You stupid motherfucker
You stupid motherfucker

I recite this about 20 times a day because I'm surrounded by idiots :D

My AMV career may be over

XsephirothX — 2007-09-19T12:09:31-05:00

Due to an insurmountable amount of requests from people, I may stop making AMV's if the one I've just made flops. So far, things aren't going that well with this one, I'm beginning to think I wasn't cut out for making AMV's. So please take the time to view this potentially last video, thank you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BYvgYpavE9o

A comment wouldn't hurt either, as long as you think it deserves it.

We've matured, grammatically and physically

XsephirothX — 2008-12-04T12:12:15-05:00

So, it definitely has been a while since I've actually typed up a blog for this site. I do believe most of my friends started out here, only to move onto Myspace or Facebook or what have you. I believe Mindsay allowed everyone to wise up grammatically, to ignore the correctness of the English language. I prefer to appreciate the language which has been given to us. That is, by using it as it should be used.

That's besides the point however, the real idea behind this overdue blog is to talk about what has happened during my life, during my hiatus. I suppose I've been wasting my time on other sites, sitting around waiting for others to comment my page, send me a random message or write on my wall. Truly meaningless if you really think about it, the purpose of those as I believe it is to increase your popularity amongst others, yes? To syndicate your page or wall as the best and most populated, so to speak. I went back to look at my previous blog entries on this site and I was appauled to see how horrible my grammar used to be.

Well, enough of that.

I finally graduated high school, which occurred earlier this year. I barely did graduate, just know that.

I'm slated to start college next year, at EOCC. Graphic Design will be my major.

I'm now 19, incase you couldn't figure out the roman numerals sat promptly up against my age indicator.

I'm still an asshole, though that will probably never change.

I still live at home for the time being, though I don't see myself moving out until sometime next year, at least until the people I can move in with decide the same as me.

My cell phone will probably be cut off soon, which is sort of funny because it's almost as if I'm waiting for them to shut it off so I can finally be assed to get the money out of my account and send it.

I now have an X-box 360 =D

I'm very hungry

and that's about it, not much else has happened other than the obvious assumption that my looks have changed, though I'll be uploading a picture later.

If you're a first time viewer, please ignore my older entries as they will only make your eyes burn.

Well, this is all I've to type this time around. Please do stay tuned ^_^